cry

I cry when I miss my family so much
I cry when I miss alfi so much
I cry when I messed up with my work
I cry when I realised I need to cry

Cry till you wanted to stop.
:'(

awal muharam

its turn to new year, end of old book and start new one.

what i wish is i'll be turn to woman not girl anymore.

please wake up dear, u already 24th. and yet will be 25th.

my face is look 20th, please get for old one.??

hoping my career will growth faster and stable.

it's sick by think for the future but we need to.

want to share something, it's sad..

sad when sum1 praise and be kind with your bf's ex.

especially when she or he is best friend, siblings and so on

not jealous but the feeling was strange!!

realize that a bf's ex was 3 years with him and they were too close

and why when all ended between them, he or she must ended too?

no..just be yourself erin.

i never be hypocrite..outside is also inner for you

you are not "don't judge the book by it's cover"

when outside its your appearance same goes with inner.

tak reti nak bermuka-muka.

stop with that,

currently everything seems fine.

but i miss old timer.

miss all the memory with everyone.

i miss this place, sleep under the sky

seeing stars and the noisy waterfall

i just want a peaceful bed :')

p/s: i love alfi shahrin

a man

I not searching a man who is perfect,
What I'm searching is a man who can listen my heart,
touch my heart, and take care of my heart,
I need a man who can cry when I'm crying,
Who can laugh when I'm joking,
Who can smile when I'm angry.
I need a man..
:'(

sabah vacation

1st day: around k.kinabalu town
:dinner with nonong
:sleep tite

2nd day: went to ranau, hotspring poring
: canopy walk 175m! So scary
: kinabalu park,yeayy mount kinabalu
: sleep tite

3rd day: went to Sapi island and Manukan island
Sangat cantik. Snorkel!
:sunburn already
: wait 20th sept. Alfi's besday n anniversary

4th day: search for souvenirs! Penat sgt
: went to nonong's house
:bye2 sabah :'(

counting days already here baby!

September. Alfi shahrin. Love. Sabah.

Hope everything goes well :)

Adidas purple watch. Love it

Guess brown watch. Hope u like it

Thanx 4 all the happiness

duit raya rm250

This entry tribute to my lovely,alfi shahrin,
Yes..he gave me duit raya!!! Yeayy..
Thanx! And he want me spend that amount for my shopping!
So long didn't get chances for shop
Really,since I get my salary,I spend 4 d holiday.
And now,he always know what I wanted so much.

Maybe this birthday it was not so cherish compare last year
No dinner! No cakes! No flowers!
But I get something is valuable than that,
One box full of love inside there.
2 cards,1 lovely frame, and new baby born.
I named yiyi.

It's not the presents what we want,
Or the material we count,
But the true love I'm searching for.
That duit raya I got from you,
We already spent it with smart shopping!
Finally, I got new blouse for new job.
Thanx sayang.

Love u so much.

1st syawal equal to 30th august

Salam,heppi eid mubarak..
So far I'm not realised that now I'm 24th
Thanx allah,cause give me a chance to breathe again
Some more on 1st syawal..syukur ya allah,
On 24th,
I promise to be a good person,add more values in myself
Be understanding person,and throw all the negative thinking

And what more important,
After raya,I have to explore new challenge
New workplace which is I already choose.
Insya allah,I can cope with that
Please ya allah,give some strength
To face all this things,

As usual,on my day,I thanks to my late mum,
Without u,I will not be here as per name azeren noor ain
Even we are not see each other.
Thanks mum..love you so much till the end of my life

hepi eid mubarak peeps!!
Sorry for the things I have done
Direct or indirectly,
I'm an ordinary person who always do mistakes.

To my love alfi shahrin,
Thanx,I love you more and more.
I'm truly sorry.

terima kasih

Pagi hari berselimut detik detik hujan
Sejuk dan nyaman
Sunyi sepi dari hiruk pikuk kesibukan
Pagi ramadhan yang sangat menenangkan
Semoga hati ini seperti keadaan ini
Tak pernah cuba untuk berdendam
Tak pernah cuba untuk kemarahan
Ya allah, berikan aku ketenangan
Untuk menempuh hari
Jangan pernah cuba untuk mengalah.
Terima kasih ya allah.

15th august

15th august,hari raya almost near..but I still there..this year gonna be less than last year, we are not visiting grandma..no hometown. Ya allah,I praying for grandma, grandpa and my beloved mum. I love situation in the village. Greeny. Peaceful. Noisy bird. All that makes me smile and wanted to stay there. Haihh..actually tonite is a nite we miscommunicate with each other. And eventually that become worst. Still in pain. However,I just pray he will be happy with or without me. :) be positive, just let go of him,if he made for me,he will stay with me. Happy fasting guys! I need extra big tummy to fulfill all the foods! Haihh..my little tummy jadikan makanan tu semua jadi makanan tong sampah yang memang tummy tong sampah bigger than me.. Sedih :(

3rd august

Alhamdulillah,thank you Allah,for all the happiness you bring to me. Everything seem complex however it goes well. I'm crying for the happiness you give me and also all the sadness you throw towards me. I realised that, everything happened will get the returns, whether it is good or not. On 3rd,in this bless month,I want to pray for all peoples,please remember Allah, cause you're not alone, Allah there as your guide. Never give up to walk and face all the retains. Now,my month already come,august..where I love it so much. And much grateful 1st ramadhan is my birthday. Ya Allah,kau permudahkan rezeki aku tanpa menyekatnya,walaupun beribu halangan,hamba mu ini akan tabah melalui segala rintangan.I miss awa damn much, miss my family so much. I need to meet them now,to hug them tightly, and same goes to late mom,I miss your face,your smile,your cooks,your hug,and your lovely heart. Really,I miss all that.