Myself

Tonite i was thinking about my name..during my childhood, its hard to pronounce, write and spell my name. What i know 'ain' is just my name, and the funny thing is, when i spell it in jawi language,i spelt it as 'ain' which is alphabet from huruf2 jawi. Just one alphabet. Hee..sengalnya that time. My teacher spelt it for me and ask me to copy it everytime when i need to spell my name.

And the hard thing is when to introduce myself,mostly when i say my name they will ask again. Is it i say it not properly or that thing weird? Seriously till now i didnt know how to pronounce my name. Azeren or Azreen. If pronounce it as Azeren exactly they will ask again,so i just pronounce as Azreen, simple because that sounds familiar.

I googled my name and it just me for this time in the world. Haha..my father is a smart man! I was born as a one in this world, and never be replaced by others, after 9months struggled in my mum's womb. after that i need choose my own life path either good or bad. One day insyaallah you will get your cahaya, need to be good daughter for your father and mother sake. Huhukk..sedih.





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Why we need feel that way?

Why we need feel that way? Miss all peoples around me,
I'm a person easily loves peoples and then miss all them so much,
Even some of them are not too close with me, but i still feel that way,
I love situation at cimb, laugh and laugh with them, eat kanaga's nasi lemak,
Somehow that nasi lemak i'm not order before but once i came to the office, the nasi lemak will be at my workstation. However, i need to pay for that! Hee..
At least, i have something to be eat in the morning as my breakfast coz i dont usually get a breakfast.
Now, all was changed..yeah..someone said things changed, nothing will be at the same, freeze in the place.
Now i miss my friends at Aeon and malaysian agrifood, then i miss my friends at Gems, some more at Uum, johore matriculation, Kluang high school and last is Lktp chemplak.
However i'm not a person who love to keep in touch, i dont know why. I'm not a good in maintain the relationship. At the same time, actually i love and appreciate all the relationship between us. I keep remembering them. Please let you all know, i really appreciate times when we were sharing once ago.
Maybe i already born to be like this way. Erin's way.



This picture makes me write this entry, thanx kak mas, you edited and make me touched. I love malaysian agrifood so much, with papaya, banana, and all their products. Peoples there were treat me nicely and undiscriminate. Love all.


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20th march

Alhamdulillah now it's already 1year and 6months our relationship. Hee..he sleeping right now maybe he's preparing for 1st day intern 2moro. I'm sleepy too but i really want to write on this journal. First day, alhamdulillah, allah gives me happiness in my work..no tension at all, and all collegues seem nice with me. I'm hoping this will everlast till forever. Amin. I want to share my day at cameron..strawberry kiss kiss.hee.. 1st time and i felt that i'm too excited, dear, u just travel inside malaysia okay, not oversea..hee.. Do i care?So, here is the excitement can be describe from this photos. And i pray may allah hear my heart by always beside alfi.amin. Till then.











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19th march 2012

On 19th march is first day on my new job and double date which is alfi will start internship at niosh..hee last day we search for his attire. That one was so difficult to choice men's attire. Im not good on that thing. We search till 10pm, and i ended with migraine stroke me! Poor i am... But it's okay, as long as he happy and get what we are searching for. Tomorrow will be my day, i always nervous once to start new thing, i want alfi be there and make me calm, but he also need to register for his intern. So i can't depend on him. Good luck sayang! Good luck ain! You can do it. Muahhhhh..


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Strawberry

I'm happy be part of you, walk beside you and share all the things with you. My life will complete if a pieces of you attach to a pieces of my heart and as well, complete the puzzle of my life. I'm not saying directly to you but what i can do by write all the feeling on this journal of my life. I love you alfi shahrin.



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Strawberry kiss kiss

Strawberry kiss kiss mood will be turn on till friday. Yeay
I never go there and i hope everything will be okay and run smoothly
Hee..just see peoples go there and they seem excited once got there.
So i hope do will i.
Now lets sing strawberry kiss kiss.muah!




Long time didnt post our pictures. Hee..that one is yoyo, my 1st baby bear.
Our first date at uum during masum. Never thought that date will bring us together.
Alhamdulillah. Till then, bye.


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Lovely weekend

This week, i spent time with alfi with full of activities. Saturday we just having date by watch him played football then on sunday we went to jengka, pahang. Which was kak yati and idan's wedding. Congratulation both of you. As i expected, person who are not into in make up, surely look stunning on her weds. Same goes to kak yati, her make up is natural and make her beautiful! For my wedding, i want a simple but can make others see me twice once they look at me!

Start to dreaming again once i watched lisa and yusry wedding. I wanna get one too!!! Hee..gatal! Emm..i love alfi, love him so much. 2 years before, i never think we can get this relationship, because we different. But that different things make it we complete each other. After we having difficulties, obstacles and tears, now alfi and i still together. I never expect he will be mine, but not yet! until he not propose me, so he still not be mine.

And i pray so much, i'm hoping this things will be ended till jannah. Insya allah.

Love u sayang.


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Hair

My hair getting long!!!! Yeay!!! After one year then it comes to naturally,
but one time, it will short! Unexpected. Haihh..now i just lying on my bed,
watch lawak ke der at 961 channel. Everything settled, wash clothes, cooking,
eat, and now i'm boring. Then it's time to sleep. I miss alfi so much.



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Cimbian!

There goes my day in cimb.. I don't know why today when i get up from
my bed then i feel that "omg, i'm late for works" then i realize i'm not
work anymore. So, i wake up now and start to blogging for this, i love
for being there, but all that things make me boring and miserable.
So i decided, even the manager there inform me that once you step
out from this place, i do not know whether you good luck or bad luck.
Such a mean...so sad. She need to wish me luck for everything, even
i'm not her like typical! However, i pray for you ya allah, please make me
retain for all the obstacles. Amin.






Here my last day with this access card,miss u!



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Marvellous march

Early of march it's start with good life. Alhamdulillah,allah will always listen to our prayer,whether it's fast or slow, allah will give it. I'm very sad and at the same time be grateful because allah always give me happy stories compare to sad stories, eventhough before this i'm facing a lots of problems, however, beyond all that things, he want to give rainbows in my life..huarghh!!! It's so touched! Finally,i will change my life again, and i promise, i will do it better than before. I'm very excited to start that job! More powerful! More energetic! Insya allah, please give me strength. Eventhough, all peoples said that i look like young, soft hearted, but inside myself, i'm differ from that. It's just appearance, i'm more tough from what they can predict, add on i'm more strong from them physically look like they strong enough!! Hey, i just act like i'm weak, but once i do, i can be like a bumble bee.. Wee. Hoping everything will goes well. I'm miss cimbians, miss laughter from shelny, kala, preston, pai and the situation there. You can do free but you need do all with your own feet. 8th march was my last day, and sharp 6pm, i stepped down from menara bumiputra commerce and i looked it back with my smile, yes also with tears, but i left with new hope. I wish i could hug that building to give thanks to that organisation to give me chances to grab a lot of money there! Hee.. I love cimb!