1st syawal equal to 30th august

Salam,heppi eid mubarak..
So far I'm not realised that now I'm 24th
Thanx allah,cause give me a chance to breathe again
Some more on 1st syawal..syukur ya allah,
On 24th,
I promise to be a good person,add more values in myself
Be understanding person,and throw all the negative thinking

And what more important,
After raya,I have to explore new challenge
New workplace which is I already choose.
Insya allah,I can cope with that
Please ya allah,give some strength
To face all this things,

As usual,on my day,I thanks to my late mum,
Without u,I will not be here as per name azeren noor ain
Even we are not see each other.
Thanks mum..love you so much till the end of my life

hepi eid mubarak peeps!!
Sorry for the things I have done
Direct or indirectly,
I'm an ordinary person who always do mistakes.

To my love alfi shahrin,
Thanx,I love you more and more.
I'm truly sorry.

terima kasih

Pagi hari berselimut detik detik hujan
Sejuk dan nyaman
Sunyi sepi dari hiruk pikuk kesibukan
Pagi ramadhan yang sangat menenangkan
Semoga hati ini seperti keadaan ini
Tak pernah cuba untuk berdendam
Tak pernah cuba untuk kemarahan
Ya allah, berikan aku ketenangan
Untuk menempuh hari
Jangan pernah cuba untuk mengalah.
Terima kasih ya allah.

15th august

15th august,hari raya almost near..but I still there..this year gonna be less than last year, we are not visiting grandma..no hometown. Ya allah,I praying for grandma, grandpa and my beloved mum. I love situation in the village. Greeny. Peaceful. Noisy bird. All that makes me smile and wanted to stay there. Haihh..actually tonite is a nite we miscommunicate with each other. And eventually that become worst. Still in pain. However,I just pray he will be happy with or without me. :) be positive, just let go of him,if he made for me,he will stay with me. Happy fasting guys! I need extra big tummy to fulfill all the foods! Haihh..my little tummy jadikan makanan tu semua jadi makanan tong sampah yang memang tummy tong sampah bigger than me.. Sedih :(

3rd august

Alhamdulillah,thank you Allah,for all the happiness you bring to me. Everything seem complex however it goes well. I'm crying for the happiness you give me and also all the sadness you throw towards me. I realised that, everything happened will get the returns, whether it is good or not. On 3rd,in this bless month,I want to pray for all peoples,please remember Allah, cause you're not alone, Allah there as your guide. Never give up to walk and face all the retains. Now,my month already come,august..where I love it so much. And much grateful 1st ramadhan is my birthday. Ya Allah,kau permudahkan rezeki aku tanpa menyekatnya,walaupun beribu halangan,hamba mu ini akan tabah melalui segala rintangan.I miss awa damn much, miss my family so much. I need to meet them now,to hug them tightly, and same goes to late mom,I miss your face,your smile,your cooks,your hug,and your lovely heart. Really,I miss all that.

l.o.v.e

i'm patiently wait for this september

gonna be sweet, love and happy day for us!

i love you alfi!

pray 4 our relations

~burberry n guess~

now it's turn of burberry and guess.

i didn't want it.

never wanted to get that thing

body shop is averaged for me

and vincci is appropriate

a million thanx to alfi

just want to let you know

im happy with you all day

u banyak bersabar dgn i

i minta maaf sayang

when it times watching the movie

i love to see your face in the darkness

coz only you know the answer

i l o v e y o u s a y a n g !

*pray 4 our happiness*

~26th February~

My eyes swollen..nothing to do with that
Knp?saya sgt sedih..sy menangis spnjang mlm,
Sehingga skit prut,bdan lemah,sy mimpi bkn2,
Ini antara hari yang paling sy ingat,
Sy sygkn org itu,dan sy x sangka,
Semua tu terjadi..fikiran kosonG,
Sy xtahu nk wat aPa..
Sy nk tido lg,tp diri sy x mahu,
Sy pksa je diri tido..
I'm realized now..
I can't get love from anyone,
Complicated sgt diri ini,
Sy janji pada diri sendiri,sy x mahu apa2,
Sy independant girl..superwoman..
Sy da biasa tnpa sesiapa disisi sy,
sy tak mahu pikir ape2,sy kosong skrg.
Sy harap Allah takkan bg sy cinta lagi pd sesiapa pun
Pada makhluk Allah..coz it hurt.

i luv diz pics

xtaw nape..

p/s alfi shahrin, u nampak rakus!

u xpenah rakus kot sbb u lembut.

mcm pempuan!

p/s/s sangat rndu kamu

p/s/s/s x sabar nak tggu ayu tggl bersama

really excited!

~roses & choclate~

Hye! Roses n choclate..on 1st Feb.my man gave me roses!
For d 1st time..so sweet! Just posted on my wall to pamper me
And he did it! Alfi so sweet! I love the way he acts and he be
Himself.. Thanx sayang,i can't stop from loving you.

~dreams of him and me~

he now sleeping i think or maybe still with his FB

i just want to steal his storm BB

then he will ended up miserable.

yeahh!!! padan muka

even i got BB, contact chat only had 3 persons.

kelakarlah..papetah..better dont have it

need to share sum1 in my office

seorang akak yang sgt sayangkan saya

sumtime we can't expect sum1 who didn't have

any blood relationship can love sum1 till like that

she said i'm burdened her

sorry, saya tak pernah nak buat begitu

saya sedih n cried okay

lagi pelik..emm..alfi kata xpe.

tajuk entri kat atas xde pape kaitan pun

dreams of him and me

lately selalu mimpi alfi

kenapa tah?dulu ssh kot nak mimpi bf

sekarang mudah je.xpe..dat's mean i can't stop from missing u!

here is "we are more interested in making others

believe we are happy than in trying to be happy ourselves"

-saya nak heppi!-