Wednesday, May 30

Confirmation

Alhamdulillah, the day im waiting for was so awesome. Its make my day cheerish and full of smiles. Until now i still can smiling when thinking about that. Allah just make it real happened to me without any obstacles. I wanted to cry, because Allah maha pengasih, maha pemurah dan maha penyayang. Allah gave me happiness without calculated my mistakes before.
However, me as makhluknya, calculated all things.. Shame you, erin! I wanted to cry. I did sujud syukur, even i do not really know how to do sujud syukur. Kecilnya saya sebagai allah creatures. I texted my sis, my alfi, ayu and last shelny. I didnt have my mum to share with, at least having there around me, thats enough. I still be grateful.
P/s: thanks again. Mucho gracias. Suddenly i miss spanish language. K bai.


Five simple rules for happiness, great minds need great peoples dude!

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Sunday, May 27

What is so called love?

What is so called love? Both can share everything, Both can do anything together, Both cant live without each other, Both can smile after a long arguement, Both loves to keep fighting who will win the fight, Both can accept each weakness and strenghtness, Both can soft spoken in every way they did, however most important, Both know they love each other. Insya allah.




P/s: i got good news from my fren, she will getting engaged soon.. Congratulation babe. I'm happy for you, and always happy seeing others happy. No bad hearted typical person.


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Saturday, May 26

R a n d o m

i wanna share this feeling with peoples, today i got two messages from two different peoples. My uni friends, both said missing me. Alhamdulillah, im so thankful coz there were peoples remember about me even just one seconds. I felt happy, and wanted to cry. I did not know why, gradually i'm more be sensitive person.

Before this im tough, active and cheerful, but after i came to worklife, my personality changed. Sensitive, soft and so woman hearted. Aduyaii.. I didnt want be a soft person. Please come back old erin. Seriously peoples, all my friends who know me, i really miss u all. So much. I cant tell it openly towards you, but deep in my heart i feel that way.

Thats why i love to read my old post in this blog, because there were stories about us i ever wrote. Blog is a good medium for remember memories. That one is a reason some peoples ask me is it blogging is fun? Yup! Dont care about others saying tardy words about blogger as long as we not bother their life.



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Thursday, May 24

Make it easier for me :(





I'm waiting on 31st, wish everything will be fine.. Ya allah, make it easier for me. I need that, how i waiting till that day for my life. Hmm..scary. :(


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Tuesday, May 22

Smiley kite

1rejab! Heppi fasting and i just break my fasting with nasi lemak plus extra nasi lemak, chicken and eggs. Wahh!! I'm so full. Now my eyes started to small and smaller. So total need to replace my fasting is only three days. Yeayy..you can do it erin.

My body still in pain after went to broga. Alfi laughing at me, tulah nak sangat pergi broga. If i want to go downstairs or upstairs, perform solat and sit down, that was killing me. Be patient is only the way.

Sudden i really miss to play a kite. I got one at alfi's car. The smile kite one. I want! And really want. When i can play a smiley kite?









Hee..hoping i can play it again. Before this with ayu and alfi, i miss that moment. Hmm.. Please fullfill my cravingness. :) till then, bye.

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Monday, May 21

20 months

Past a few hour, the date already gone. Alhamdulillah, all doing well. Broga hill such a great view place, and we enjoy our day by watched movie "what u expect when you're expecting". Touchable my soul, when they really wanted to have baby and how they sacrifies for all things as long as they get a baby. Almost cry for the first time, but i manage to control but the end my tears still wanted to drop. Dah tahan, tak boleh, nak jugak. Below is my belief about love. I never ask or begging or find love from someone, i get a love with let that go follow the flow, and alhamdulillah, i never be alone. My life always filled with lots of love. Thank you allah, please make this things easier. Till then, bye.

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Sunday, May 20

Broga on 20th may! Its monthlyversary!

Morning! Are you crazy?by updating blog early in the morning? Yeahh..memang giler. We go to broga hill..the place that alfi really didnt wanted to go, but because of my officemate planned he suddenly wanted to join. Haha..takutlah tu. so many peoples there, so im not enjoyed at all, plus alfi had stomache. However, the scenery was cool and greeny. Cantiknya ciptaan tuhan.

Some of the view, we already separate. Begin 22 peoples but ended just alfi n me.

So settled about broga, and i didnt wish to go there again. Not again! Alfi down, hehe..puncture because he gain weight. Padan muka.

Ignore the messy of me. My eyes really want to sleep. Dear my bed, wait for me okay. I miss you and want to hug you my bed. Thanx to RHBians, and dear aini, good luck on your new place. Will miss you. Okay, till then. Bye.
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Saturday, May 19

H o m e w o r k

Morning all! Today, wake up because of diarrhea, haihh..ni mesti sebab tak makan nasi semalam..(lapar) i can't live without rice, that one compulsory. Bayangkan jika saya tak makan nasi, mesti lagi kurus. Emm..

Title above is about homework, i got this picture from my bff ayu, i forgot when i gave her this 'homework'? Tadaa...




Ayu said this is my homework, hahaha..if i'm not mistaken i did it because of she not anymore my classmate however i didnt want lose her. So i decided give it to her. Saya sangat sweet okay! I'm the person not easily be friend with someone. Choosy not because of their appearance or whatsoever but i'm choosy with their attitudes.

If i already believe she or he is my bestfriend, i want they feel the same way for me. I can do anything for my bestfriend, even that thing will hurt me. But right now, i can be friend with anyone else. If they can mingle around with me, so i can chill out with them.

When i was seventeen, i got many friends. I love high skool clans very much, i never discriminate peoples. Ada seorang kawan bagitaw yang saya dah tak nak kawan dgn dia sbb saya dah kawan dgn geng popular. Emm..saya tak mcm tulah. Saya kawan dgn sume. I'm so sorry with that girl, maybe dia terasa hati dgn saya.

Kalau boleh, saya nak jaga hati orang semua sekali! But i'm human being, always do mistake. Sorry :( i know they didnt read this, but maybe one day after i died, they will know i wrote this for them. Okay, till then.





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Thursday, May 17

D a n c e

After dinner i didnt have nothing to do, tomorrow heaven for me. I got 4 days annual leave..yeayy!!! but i decided not going back to hometown coz i will be back on june. So my leave will fully added with sleeping. Yeayy!! And i started goggle everything, reached youtube and my fingers type for para para sakura.
Had tutor for para para sakura dance and i dance together with them. Hell yeah, para para sakura dance was too fast and i'm not synchronize with them. So i searched for ayumi hamasaki dance. Still remember during my uni life, this dance was so popular. My gang and me practice this dance and success okay!
Its fun, and tonight i'm sweating by only dance for para para sakura and ayumi hamasaki. Memang tak de keje. Why you so active on the night? However my mind not here actually. Hoping everything in the right lane. Amin. Alfi already back to kl, alhamdulillah. Yeayy..
I got this picture from somewhere i dont remember, this place at semporna, sabah. I wish i can step down here and also kinabalu mountain.






Till then, bye.
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Wednesday, May 16

R a n d o m

Short update:

" allah tahu siapa yang betul siapa yang salah, Dia akan tentukan balasan sama ada di dunia atau di akhirat, di dunia mungkin dia terlepas. Siapa itu yang takut untuk muncul sebab siapa itu sebenarnya tahu dia salah. Maka, dia sebenarnya terlalu hipokrit untuk menunjukkan dirinya sangat baik. Tak mengapalah, balasan itu semua datang dari Dia. Mulut manusia akan berhenti setelah penat, jika kita melayan orang yang bodoh, kita juga akan jadi bodoh. Siapa itu dah tahu dia salah, maka dia takut. Alhamdulillah, kemenangan ada pada saya. Lantaklah pada dia, asalkan saya tak bodoh melayan kebodohan dia."


*make it easier for me ya allah*


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