~30082010~

surat untuk ibu,

Dear mum,

i'm turn 23 now mum,

could you feel it?

i'm getting old and older,

could you see my face ?

i'm getting cute and cuter,

could you hold my hand?

it's getting tough and tougher,

could you see my future husband?

it's change and changed,

mum...

i miss when you tie my ponytail,

i miss when you cook me pancakes,

i miss when we were together sleep,

i miss when you teached me Quran and you said i'm pretty,

i miss all this very much..

mum..

i hurt sum1 who cares me as much as you did,

and i know he got pain so much,

mum..

i know i always burdened peoples,

but i need space for my life too,

i wish on my day,

i get sum1 who love me so much,

same like what i feel towards you.

i love you..

regards,

A Z E R E N N O O R A I N

~two moons~

On 27th August 2010, the whole world waiting for this phenomena:

Mars will be brightest in the night sky starting August..(why August?sbb August my month.hehe)

We can see with naked eyes so on 27th August, Mars will comes near to earth.

12.45 am, we will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next phenomena will be happen in 2287.

hidup lagi ke? xkan kan? so..kena gak tengok.

(>_<)

p/s: saya sering sakitkan hati orang sekarang nie

~23082010~

currently, at the office hari raya mood. rhythm of raya songs. hari raya songs from my collections, even ade 14 lagu je..worth la kan? dari xde..tak suke dgr lagu raya b4 hari raya, xtaw kenapa..mebi sbb my mood raya exactly on the day of hari raya. sbb saya akan ingat nak mam kuih raya je..giler x..my passion is kuih raya.sbb it can be eat on hari raya. bile x raya..x mam ar kuih tu. so, if anyone ask me "sedap x kuih tu" and i'll say "sedap..sume sedap". so sume kuih raya, saya kate sedap. hehe..saya memang pelik. saya counting day mahu ketemu AWA..maen2 ngan dia.sangat rindukan dia.

seriously missing awa. even she's really looked like my sis, however she love me than her.huhu..20092010..nice kan date nie? lagi best kot 30082010..hehe..(xtaw..xtaw)

~another BF~

Admiring him so much!!! 50 facts on him.

1. Robert Pattinson was born on the 13th May 1986 in London.

2. His fan Website recently asked its fans to stop treating Robert like a "piece of meat" when they see him in public.

3. His middle name is Thomas.

4. Up until he was 12, Pattinson's sisters dressed him up as a girl and introduce him as Claudia.

5. His sisters are Lizzie, a singer/songwriter, and Victoria, who is into politics.

6 . His Dad wanted him to be an actor.

7. Twelve was a turning point for Robert - He moved to a mixed school and became "cool" with the discovery of hair gel.

8. He started acting at age 15 in plays.

9. He cut his acting teeth with the Barnes Theatre Company in heavy numbers like Shakespeare's Macbeth and Hardy's Tess of the D'Urbervilles.

10. His first film role was Giselher in Ring of the Nibelungs, quickly followed by the role of Older Rawdy Crawley in Vanity Fair.

11. He aspires to be like Jack Nicholson.

12. He height is 6' 1.

13. He enjoys music and is an excellent musician, playing the guitar and keyboard.

14. Robert is a keen sportsman, taking part in everything from football and athletics to skiing and snowboarding.

15. He attended Harrodian private school in London with fellow actor and good friendTom Sturridge.

16. Got expelled from school when he was twelve.

17. His fashion sense is inspired by James Dean.

18. For the role of Edward Cullen, Robert flew from England to director Catherine Hardwicke's house to audition. There, he and Kristen Stewart, who was already cast as Bella Swan, rehearsed the "Love Scene"/"Meadow Scene" on Hardwicke's own bed.

19. Since May 27th, he is also known as Spunk Ransom.

20. Another nickname is Rpatzz.

21. His eyes are bluish grey

22. His hair is brownish blonde

23. He did a paper round for 10 ($20) a week from the age of 10

24. He was obsessed with earning money until he turned 15.

25. Was in a band named Bad Girl that played "rocky stuff".

26. He says he doesn't want to be paid every again, wants to do everything for free - can we have that in writing?

27. Says he is determined to take on really weird roles following his parts in Harry Potter andTwilight.

28.One of his first roles was a small part as a Cuban dancer

29. He played a WW2 pilot in a BBC2 play - The Haunting of Toby Jugg

30. He has an agent in LA

31. He used to throw up on the set of Harry Potter through nerves.

32. He has turned his hand to directing and has directed a play

33. He employed a personal trainer after a costume designer said his body looked like he should be playing a sissy or something.

34. He was not a Harry Potter fan nor had he read any of the books before getting his part as Cedric.

35. He had nightmares about his Harry Potter premiere for months before it happened.

36. He was named' British star of Tomorrow ' by Times online in 2005

37. He would have liked the role of Harry Potter

38. He learned to scuba dive for his Potter role.

39. He asked Michael Gambon for his autograph

40. Rob thinks that he is immature

41. Someone once stole his shoelaces from his shoes. He now wears the shoes without laces as a sort of signature!

42. He says is no good at accents

43. He has been described as having a rippling brow and matinee idol chin!

44. He's rumoured to be going out with a Brazilian model.

45. He has appeared in an advertising campaign for Hacketts (an up market London men's outfitters)

46. Robert has a thriving Spanish website.

47. His shirtless scenes in Twilight have been scrapped because he 'looked weird'.

48. Robert's own music will feature in Twilight.

49. He got bags of angry letter saying he should not play Edward in Twilight.

50. You can get Roberts biography' Eternally Yours' on $4.99 on Amazon (if there's anything I've left out!)

P/s: i want but this!!!!! boleh ker? poyo sangat nie..ish2

tadaaaa..

my edward!!!

p/s: jangan marah yea.

07082010 until 09082010

sudah lama tidak update

bz kot..entah bz ape ntah,

morning till night asyik jalan2,

back home then tired so tido,

doesnt have time to spend here,

janji nak tulis sini along this month,

but still can't..

oh baby~~

lately my friends sume dapat keje,

sangat hepi melihat diaorg dapat keje,

tapi sedeh gak coz saya xdapat keje sebaik diaorg,

rezeki saya tak sampai lagi kot.

but saya tetap rasa berpuas hati

saya akan cuba lagi..

try untuk continue my masters,

tu yang sanagt saya impikan kan?

so nak try benda tu dulu.

emm..

to kawan2 yang konvo tu,

selamat bergraduasi,

saya tahu sume akan hepi time convo,

saya pernah rasa dan sangat hepi..

so cheer up!!!

11082010,

starting puasa..

saya sangat hepi..tapi xtaw camne routine puasa kat sini,

saya takut jugak nak meghadapi,

terima kasih Allah sebab berikan saya orang yang boleh jaga saya,

saya sangat beruntung sebab ada org jaga saya,

sume benda saya org jaga,

dan saya septutnya menjaga org tu balik,

saya sangat sayangkan orang tu..

hanya allah tahu hati saya,

jika saya nyatakan mungkin x sama ngan hati saya,

jadi saya biarkan saja..

saya tahu apa yang saya rasa,

saya jenis yang ikut hati,

and saya percaya kata hati saya,

kelakar kan?

mungkin nonsense..

tapi itulah diri saya..

sekarang nie saya ada hobi baru,

skodeng fb orang tanpa saya update status saya.

saya rase hepi dengan hobi baru nie

hahaha..seems like a stalker,

sama seperti dulu ada org menjadi stalker saya,

saya tak suka,

tapi saya jadi stalker,

saya suke..

apakah?

oppsss.

sudah banyak mengarut nie~~

da~~

p/s saya sayangkan dia

~06082010~

*love*

Ingin tahu tanda-tanda lelaki kalau sedang jatuh cinta berat?

Begini katanya….

1. Dia bersungguh-sungguh melakukan sesuatu untuk kekasihnya dengan rela bukan kerana terpaksa.

2. Dia sentiasa ingin menghibur kekasihnya..

3. Dia banyak menasihati kekasihnya karena dia amat menyayanginya.

4.. Dia berusaha mengongkong kebebasan kekasihnya karena perasaa cemburunya yang meluap-luap.

5. Dia sentiasa takut kehilangan kekasihnya.

6. Dia selalu mengawasi gerak-geri kekasihnya kerana dia sentiasa merasa curiga.

7. Dia tidak suka ada lelaki lain mendekati kekasihnya.

8. Dia mudah merasa cemburu dan sensitif apabila kekasihnya tidak menumpahkan seluruh perhatian kepadanya.

9. Adakalanya dia seperti seorang anak kecil yang meminta perhatian karena dia mahu kekasihnya melayaninya

lebih dari orang lain.

10. Dia menjadi orang yang paling rajin dan sanggup membantu kekasihnya melakukan apa saja.

11. Dia kadang suka merajuk kerana ingin dipujuk oleh kekasihnya.

12. Dia akan merasa sengsara apabila berjauhan dengan kekasihnya terlalu lama.

13. Dia selalu memastikan keselamatan kekasihnya.

14. Dia akan lebih mementingkan kekasihnya daripada dirinya sendiri.

15. Dia kerap bertanya apakah kekasihnya mencintainya karena dia merasa cintanya lebih kuat daripada

kekasihnya.

16. Dia tidak akan mempedulikan wanita lain apabila tidak ada urusan pentingdengannya.

17. Dia cuba meluangkan lebih banyak waktu dengan kekasihnya.

18. Dia membanggakan kekasihnya di depan orang lain.

19. Jika ditinggalkan oleh kekasihnya, ia akan merasa sangat sedih dan tidak akan percaya lagi dengan cinta

wanita lain. Namun dia sentiasa mengharap kekasihnya kembali padanya.

20. Apabila ada orang ketiga, dia akan kehilangan akal sihatnya dan sanggup berbuat apa saja untuk merebut kembali kekasihnya.

21. Dia menganggap kekasihnya sebagai orang yang paling dipercaya dan sanggup menyerahkan harta mahu pun nyawanya sendiri.

22. Dia tidak akan berlaku curang kepada kekasihnya. Namun jikalau dia berbuat demikian itu bererti hatinya belum 100 % mencintai kekasihnya.

23.. Tidak semua lelaki sanggup menitiskan airmata hanya untuk seorang wanita.

p/s yeay!!!

~05082010~

memory..

sgt rindukan dia

dia juga..

mesti dia rindukan saya

back to johor

and spent time with them.

always back to normal

sedey.

*dreaming*

~03082010~

today..
ammar masuk hospital..
emm..kesian dia..
ya allah, kau selamatkan dia..
please..semoga dugaan ni dapat diakhirkan dgn sempurna
sangat sayangkan semua insan yang ada disamping saya.

mekasih ya Allah,
berikan aku masa untuk bernafas lagi..
mekasih..

*rindukan semua*

~02082010~

start from today..

i'm counting with my day

everyday i will be blogging here

every moment i will jot it down

sorry for yesterday

01082010

nothing were not mention here

too much to know

when it start we never turn it down

conclusion is complexity!!

tonight..

my feeling is sad

my feeling is comfortable

my feeling is thinking of "YOU"

yeah..

i'm not the person honestly speak

i'm kinda hypocrite,

it sometime good

when peoples annoys you

but please understand me

if not too much, just a lil bit,

please~~~

i really thinking of sum1,

and i'm thinking of myself too,

my sis~, my family,

that's all..

omg..please bless me

thank you.

Erin

02082010

~cinta sempurna~

Aku manusia lemah
Selalu terjatuh
Berbeda aku dari mu
Kau berdiri teguh

Aku serba tiada
Aku kekurangan
Dan bila kau tiba
Aku hilang dari kewujudan

Sempurnanya sifatmu
Tulusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesabaranmu

Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku tak mampu tuk menanggung semua
Cinta sempurna
Darimu...
Darimu...

Bukan aku tak pernah
Mengerti dirimu
Ku sanjung setiap kata cinta
Kau berikan aku

Hilangkan rasa itu
Akhirkan semua
Dan bila kau sedar
Aku hilang dari kewujudan

Sempurnanya sifatmu
Tulusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesabaranmu

Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku tak mampu tuk menanggung semua
Cinta sempurna
Darimu...
Darimu...

* cinta sempurna tak mungkin ada *