Confirmation

Alhamdulillah, the day im waiting for was so awesome. Its make my day cheerish and full of smiles. Until now i still can smiling when thinking about that. Allah just make it real happened to me without any obstacles. I wanted to cry, because Allah maha pengasih, maha pemurah dan maha penyayang. Allah gave me happiness without calculated my mistakes before.
However, me as makhluknya, calculated all things.. Shame you, erin! I wanted to cry. I did sujud syukur, even i do not really know how to do sujud syukur. Kecilnya saya sebagai allah creatures. I texted my sis, my alfi, ayu and last shelny. I didnt have my mum to share with, at least having there around me, thats enough. I still be grateful.
P/s: thanks again. Mucho gracias. Suddenly i miss spanish language. K bai.


Five simple rules for happiness, great minds need great peoples dude!

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What is so called love?

What is so called love? Both can share everything, Both can do anything together, Both cant live without each other, Both can smile after a long arguement, Both loves to keep fighting who will win the fight, Both can accept each weakness and strenghtness, Both can soft spoken in every way they did, however most important, Both know they love each other. Insya allah.




P/s: i got good news from my fren, she will getting engaged soon.. Congratulation babe. I'm happy for you, and always happy seeing others happy. No bad hearted typical person.


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R a n d o m

i wanna share this feeling with peoples, today i got two messages from two different peoples. My uni friends, both said missing me. Alhamdulillah, im so thankful coz there were peoples remember about me even just one seconds. I felt happy, and wanted to cry. I did not know why, gradually i'm more be sensitive person.

Before this im tough, active and cheerful, but after i came to worklife, my personality changed. Sensitive, soft and so woman hearted. Aduyaii.. I didnt want be a soft person. Please come back old erin. Seriously peoples, all my friends who know me, i really miss u all. So much. I cant tell it openly towards you, but deep in my heart i feel that way.

Thats why i love to read my old post in this blog, because there were stories about us i ever wrote. Blog is a good medium for remember memories. That one is a reason some peoples ask me is it blogging is fun? Yup! Dont care about others saying tardy words about blogger as long as we not bother their life.



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Make it easier for me :(

I'm waiting on 31st, wish everything will be fine.. Ya allah, make it easier for me. I need that, how i waiting till that day for my life. Hmm..scary. :(


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Smiley kite

1rejab! Heppi fasting and i just break my fasting with nasi lemak plus extra nasi lemak, chicken and eggs. Wahh!! I'm so full. Now my eyes started to small and smaller. So total need to replace my fasting is only three days. Yeayy..you can do it erin.

My body still in pain after went to broga. Alfi laughing at me, tulah nak sangat pergi broga. If i want to go downstairs or upstairs, perform solat and sit down, that was killing me. Be patient is only the way.

Sudden i really miss to play a kite. I got one at alfi's car. The smile kite one. I want! And really want. When i can play a smiley kite?









Hee..hoping i can play it again. Before this with ayu and alfi, i miss that moment. Hmm.. Please fullfill my cravingness. :) till then, bye.

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20 months

Past a few hour, the date already gone. Alhamdulillah, all doing well. Broga hill such a great view place, and we enjoy our day by watched movie "what u expect when you're expecting". Touchable my soul, when they really wanted to have baby and how they sacrifies for all things as long as they get a baby. Almost cry for the first time, but i manage to control but the end my tears still wanted to drop. Dah tahan, tak boleh, nak jugak. Below is my belief about love. I never ask or begging or find love from someone, i get a love with let that go follow the flow, and alhamdulillah, i never be alone. My life always filled with lots of love. Thank you allah, please make this things easier. Till then, bye.

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Broga on 20th may! Its monthlyversary!

Morning! Are you crazy?by updating blog early in the morning? Yeahh..memang giler. We go to broga hill..the place that alfi really didnt wanted to go, but because of my officemate planned he suddenly wanted to join. Haha..takutlah tu. so many peoples there, so im not enjoyed at all, plus alfi had stomache. However, the scenery was cool and greeny. Cantiknya ciptaan tuhan.

Some of the view, we already separate. Begin 22 peoples but ended just alfi n me.

So settled about broga, and i didnt wish to go there again. Not again! Alfi down, hehe..puncture because he gain weight. Padan muka.

Ignore the messy of me. My eyes really want to sleep. Dear my bed, wait for me okay. I miss you and want to hug you my bed. Thanx to RHBians, and dear aini, good luck on your new place. Will miss you. Okay, till then. Bye.
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H o m e w o r k

Morning all! Today, wake up because of diarrhea, haihh..ni mesti sebab tak makan nasi semalam..(lapar) i can't live without rice, that one compulsory. Bayangkan jika saya tak makan nasi, mesti lagi kurus. Emm..

Title above is about homework, i got this picture from my bff ayu, i forgot when i gave her this 'homework'? Tadaa...




Ayu said this is my homework, hahaha..if i'm not mistaken i did it because of she not anymore my classmate however i didnt want lose her. So i decided give it to her. Saya sangat sweet okay! I'm the person not easily be friend with someone. Choosy not because of their appearance or whatsoever but i'm choosy with their attitudes.

If i already believe she or he is my bestfriend, i want they feel the same way for me. I can do anything for my bestfriend, even that thing will hurt me. But right now, i can be friend with anyone else. If they can mingle around with me, so i can chill out with them.

When i was seventeen, i got many friends. I love high skool clans very much, i never discriminate peoples. Ada seorang kawan bagitaw yang saya dah tak nak kawan dgn dia sbb saya dah kawan dgn geng popular. Emm..saya tak mcm tulah. Saya kawan dgn sume. I'm so sorry with that girl, maybe dia terasa hati dgn saya.

Kalau boleh, saya nak jaga hati orang semua sekali! But i'm human being, always do mistake. Sorry :( i know they didnt read this, but maybe one day after i died, they will know i wrote this for them. Okay, till then.





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D a n c e

After dinner i didnt have nothing to do, tomorrow heaven for me. I got 4 days annual leave..yeayy!!! but i decided not going back to hometown coz i will be back on june. So my leave will fully added with sleeping. Yeayy!! And i started goggle everything, reached youtube and my fingers type for para para sakura.
Had tutor for para para sakura dance and i dance together with them. Hell yeah, para para sakura dance was too fast and i'm not synchronize with them. So i searched for ayumi hamasaki dance. Still remember during my uni life, this dance was so popular. My gang and me practice this dance and success okay!
Its fun, and tonight i'm sweating by only dance for para para sakura and ayumi hamasaki. Memang tak de keje. Why you so active on the night? However my mind not here actually. Hoping everything in the right lane. Amin. Alfi already back to kl, alhamdulillah. Yeayy..
I got this picture from somewhere i dont remember, this place at semporna, sabah. I wish i can step down here and also kinabalu mountain.






Till then, bye.
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R a n d o m

Short update:

" allah tahu siapa yang betul siapa yang salah, Dia akan tentukan balasan sama ada di dunia atau di akhirat, di dunia mungkin dia terlepas. Siapa itu yang takut untuk muncul sebab siapa itu sebenarnya tahu dia salah. Maka, dia sebenarnya terlalu hipokrit untuk menunjukkan dirinya sangat baik. Tak mengapalah, balasan itu semua datang dari Dia. Mulut manusia akan berhenti setelah penat, jika kita melayan orang yang bodoh, kita juga akan jadi bodoh. Siapa itu dah tahu dia salah, maka dia takut. Alhamdulillah, kemenangan ada pada saya. Lantaklah pada dia, asalkan saya tak bodoh melayan kebodohan dia."


*make it easier for me ya allah*


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R a n d o m

Heart when a man loves baby. The warmness of his heart will shine and make me fall in love. I love baby as much as he love. Heart you!


Picture shown just for sukasuki. Hehe. Actually he's the one i heart.

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Gumukksss

Haih.. Today i want share something about my life routine, hee.. When i back home, first thing wajib to do is shower!! And mostly after maghrib prayer i will having dinner, dinner is wajib okay. So my traget is gumukkss kan badan from 43kg to 45kg. Ya allah, why is it so hard for me to gain 2kg in one month? I decided to get nutrition from herbalife. And yeayy!! Here is a picture:



First time i drink this herbalife, i felt want to vomit, soy drink and you just shake it with plain water. Memang nak termuntah..huhu. However ayu advice me to add one tablespoon of sunquick so it feel better. Alhamdullillah, now i can drink it without queasiness. Conclusion is, chaiyo erin!! You can do it. So my routine life now is after dinner i need take herbalife as my added nutrition. 45kg in one month, take it as challenge. My digestive system is too active and it will digest anything i eaten, also im kinda high cardiovascular, thats why i'm good in long distance run. :) after my lifetime now as an employee, i stop from doing any sport activities, but still i can't maintain my weight. Peoples said, " kawen je, mesti gumukks". Hah? Is it true? Nak kawen plzzz..hehe.. Okay, till then, bubye.

* i miss alfi, he now at penang, sayang, can u just stay close with me? Penat nak tunggu..sbb rindu..haih..*


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Wanna be a mum

I love baby so much and my dream is i wanna have my own babies. Gender is doesnt matter, as long as i have baby. Geramnnyyya with all babies. I love babies!
For this mother day, i wish hepi mother day to my alfi and my sis. Thanx for being a good mum for me, certainly if she is still alive now, she will happy by having all lovely person surrounding me. Thank you allah. Till then, nitez. Hoping tomorrow will have a good start. Bye.



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Mum

I was a foolish little child
Crazy things I used to do
And all the pain I put you through
Mama now I’m here for you
For all the times I made you cry
The days I told you lies
Now it’s time for you to rise
For all the things you sacrificed

Oooh
If I could turn back time rewind
If I could make it undone I swear that I would
I would make it up to you
Mom I’m all grown up now
I’ts a brand new day
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday
Mom I’m all grown up now
And it’s not too late
I’d like to put a smile on your face everyday

Now I finally understand
That famous line
About the day I’d face in time
Coz now I have a child of mine
Even though I was so bad
I’ve learnt so much from you
Now I’m trying to do it too
Love my kids the way you do

You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
You know you are the number one for me
Oh oh
number one for me
There is no one in this world
That can take your place
Oooh I’m sorry for ever taken you for granted
I will use every chance I get
To make you smile
Whenever I’m around you
Now I will to try to love you
Like you love me
Only God knows how much you mean to me


*i love this song, even she is not here anymore, far away from me, but believe me, i will do all this if you here, and i promise i will be good girl and wait for me at jannah. Alfatihah my mum. I love you more than other things*. Love your mum as long as she exist now, not like me.



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Bicycle

Loves to ride bicycle, during my matriculation, it was so awesome when you can ride a bicycle there. Because it was not easy to rent that bicycle, there a lot of students queue waiting their turn. Satisfied when your turn and you can get that bicycle. Ayu and me were one of them, matriculation's life. Haha.. So, here is:


I miss my alfi, he now at kedah, haih..waiting till tomorrow he will be back. Plz have a safe journey. Amin.


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Hey you, yes, you.

Hye, you! Yes, you! This is my blog, do i care about others? I do not do any violation against cyber laws. Perhaps didn't humiliate others via this medium.
Are you egoistic after tired of crying like a crazy and begging like a begger to me? And after didn't get what you want, so you decided using physical contact? Malukan? Pity of your mother infact you didn't have dad anymore, so imagine please if you in your mother's shoes.
Don't you remember about craziness you were made before? Is it i have intention to tell the public about that thing? No, isn't it? Because of what? Because there are no one know your existing and they don't care about you. Why you so perasan perasan? Kelakarlah awak ni. Hmm.. After begging me to let him go just only for you and eventually you didn't get it, so you like 'meroyan', and i thought you ever feel once 'meroyan' before this right? Thats why you love to use that word.
You have a boyfriend right? That kelantanese man? Why he never ask you to be a good woman? By use appropriate words, say no to maki maki? Emm..That kelantanese man was so nice, He already point you to good way. Alhamdulillah. Last but not least, sorry, saya tak gaduh dengan orang tak ada degree, apetah lagi masters, haihh..tak sesuai. And this word is just for you,



This words for you, reminder also for me. As long as i'm not marrying him, so he still not be my jodoh. Dont because of man, woman did something like no religion, no family and no brain. Please, dont force jodoh. That one synonym with i.b.l.i.s action, synchronize with your name. Astaghafiruallah. I said i can be mean if vital and im human being have feeling of anger. Till then, and i will never did this post again.
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I miss that moment

Here some random pictures from that family gathering, and now i start missing all them very much. Yeahh, im kind of very appreciate time together. See.. Im so happy with them, quality time with precious family and my sayang.



Nia is my niece, she is type of easily to smile and laugh, but at the same time loves to cry, gedik sangat ini budak, alfi and me were forced need to take care of her.



Above is my sister, already married. She is one of my bestfriend, whenever i have problems whether happy or sad, she is the one i keep refering, even she is shorter than me however peoples still believes im her younger sis. Yeayy!!



Alfi was so terrible with that face. I do not know why he always did same poker face? Blurr? Hee..konon comel ke? Haha.



And tadaaa... Four tables we combined for this family, my name is azeren noor ain binti yusof, and im proud to be yusof bin haron daughter. Absolutely me inherit my dad's genes rather than my late mum. But i love both of you. Muahh!! Till then, bye.

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Short vacation

Short updates along this two days, red blouse for this vacation. First step went to port dickson beach, did bbq and picnic there with my big family. So happy!

Next, lepaking at glory beach resort, shower and ready take a round for kuala lumpur. Dinner with my big family and went to i-city. Im not playing around, just be a babysitter for this below cute and smiley baby! Haihh..tired. Let them enjoyed.

At 3 am we arrived our hotel, glory beach resort, and all was so tired. Take a short sleep and check out from hotel. So, my dad really wanted to go to nilai..haihh.. Just look around and for sure be with my favourite sis. Awa!! Yeayy..rindu awa sgt2.

Alhamdulillah, everything goes well. Even there was little misunderstanding each other but we do miss each other now. Awa told me that "ain, esok kite mandi swimming pool lagi heh". Emm..mana boleh, kite nak balik dah.. Awa sedih. And yana told me she was cried after realized pyjamas that i bought for her already missing, eventually, that just misplaced. Emm..i love you awa. I love you my family and i love you alfi for be by my side within this two days. Sorry for not watching for liverpool, emm...its okay, the real winner is liverpool actually. I love carroll!. Till then, will update more.
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Random

I do not want to talk too much and type too long. My mind blow out right now. Still not sleeping, actually im suppose to sleep right now. Tomorrow will be long day for me. It's alright, i will wake up early for my own to go to the family gathering. Wish all will be alrighy. Amin.

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I knew it

I knew it from the beginning of our story, sayang, this post special for you.
I never hope for the happiness from you, however i know you always give me happiness. I never begging you for something suppose you should give. Because i'm not a saint of love. It was born from your own self, not from me begging for something. I know i have weakness and always give you headache but please show me the way to be a good woman for you and my family till jannah. Goodnight love, wish you have an awesome dream. Amin. Till then, bye.



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Sleep

Peoples said if you can't sleep, read a book. I want to sleep right now coz i need get up at 4am,live match between man city vs man u. Haihh..but my eyes still fresh, maybe after packing some stuffs for this saturday make me can't sleep. So, i decided cont reading this book after long time i just read in half way. I do not know i can finish up this novel or not, if malay novel..yes sure i can finish it. However english novel? I need one month till the ending. I'm not kaki novel anymore, used long time ago.
After got baby apple, i forget all my english novel, sorry..but its okay, tonite i will use you as my sleeping partner okay? Yeayy!! Well the title is "goodnight, beautiful".
Goodnight all, have a awesome dream!
I miss my family already, counting days for meet them. This weekend i have spend my quality time with them and also with alfi. Alfi follow us at this family gathering, from the begin i'm not planning invite him to this gathering. However, my siblings ask me to invite him, the more the merrier. So we all gonna to port dickson saja meh!! Bbq and picnic, almost 10 years we are not doing this kind of activities. I wish this plan will run smoothly and no obstacles. Amin. Till then, and now start counting!
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