End of 2013

2013 too many things happened. Mostly it were bitter things and tragedies. However i didn't fuck up myself, i didn't blame it to Allah, i didn't wanted to kill myself. 

Instead of that i wanted to build strong emotions, strong mentality, be a better person in and out. I get a courage from hardship and hardness. Thanks to allah for giving me an opportunities still breathing. 

Even 2013, i got family problems when awa far away from me, my family in tough situations, however it gave our sweetness. Everything happened have rainbow finally. 

I wish and my determination in 2014 are i just want to be happy with everyone around me, and be a good muslimah. Please open my heart for a good one. I really wanted i have sincere heart to wears hijab. Amin. 

And tadaa.. Happy new year :)  i got my present! 

Petzl trail night run 2013

End of this year, so many things comes to me. Either happy or sad, i dont care. As long as i'm still able to face it. Minggu lepas minggu yang sangat memenatkan. When my sis having chicken pox, so i need to send her at my sis house in kedah. In one day, alfi need to rush and how tired we are. Thanks sayang sebab ada susah and senang. 

Kesian my sis, saya pun belum kena lagi chicken pox so saya tak boleh jaga dia sebab saya tak tahu nak jaga dia camne. Solution is kena hantar dia ke rumah my sis. Harap2 dia cepat sembuh. 

Then i plak joined petzl marathon trail night run, this is my first time trail run okay, malam plak tu with head light yang seriously menyemak kat kepala tu. Then naik turun bukit bukau. Memang sycho myself untuk keep running. I never quit okay, keep running and running. 

It was so challenging, tapi i prefer road than trail, rase cam nak nangis2. Kenapa my shoes kena masuk muds? Kenapa saya kena tersepak batu and tersadung tergolek2. Without someone i know yang bersama saya. Saya sorang2 berdikari dalam hutan tu. Huh.

For information, alfi just tunggu kat finish line je okay. Hehe..padahal suppose saya yang demam and flu ni yang tak lari. Tapi dia plak tak lari. So satu pengalaman yang best. Sebab saya sycho diri sendiri untuk terus lari sampai finishing line. Sempatlah borak2 dengan kakak2 yang join tu, semua merungut sebab pusing2 je rupanya trail run tu. 

Haih.. Tapi best! Jadi tamatlah misi saya 2013 untuk join at least 2 marathon within this year. Yeayy!! Tepuk2 bahu sendiri. Okay, ni je pic yang ada. Tadaa

Before run

After run

Along the trail, saya asyik running nose je, so kena hembuskan my mucus banyak kali. Euwww.. Tapi nak wat camne. Degil kan nak lari jugak. Alfi plak just jadi my cheerleading man! Thanks sayang for a great accompanying and never be flat on the boring part of waiting your super duper slow tortoise ni. I love u so much. Hehe.. Okay, thats all. After this wish more comes marathon will i envolve.  Nunitez. 

Erin pergi bukit tabur

On sunday we went to "crystal hill" or known as "bukit tabur". After broga hill now turn to crystal hill. Located near taman melawati, and we start hike around 8.30 am. Yeayy.. Serious cantik sangat view dia. 

First feeling is saya takut juga sebab latest news yang one private teacher accidentally slipped over the hill. Dead. Haihh.. Takut sebab one day before tu hujan non stop so saya takut keadaan licin might be will be happen. Tapi tulah, ajal maut tak tahu bila. 

So saya kuatkan semangat sebab tujuan saya untuk lihat kecantikan alam dan untuk kesihatan tubuh badan. Bukan ape, on 28th dec ni ada marathon petzl trail running. Ni kira sebagai warm up lah. Padahal tak lah extreme sangat warm up nya, dah macam cool up plak. 

Seriously bukit tabur cantik sangat plus tengok sekeliling kuala lumpur. Rasa cam nyamannya. Then saya still rasa gerun sebab bukit tu batu2 kan, batu nya tajam. Tangan saya berdarah kot sebab batu dia tajam. Rasanya macam kena wall climbing plak, sebab saya rasa kena macam climb rocks.

Even saya bukan minah poyo wall climbing or ale ale person punya orang, tehehehe... Kelakar plak. But still saya ada semangat nak try. Saya tak suka rosakkan kuku tangan saya :(  sorry. 

Now pics show more than words: maafkan muka baru bangun tido, dengan rambut basah lagi sebab rushing mandi, dengan tak tight up rambut. Tak cantik langsung okay saya time tu. :( 

I tengok one of this blogger, dia kata nak panjat crystal hill ni agak susah compare mount kinabalu. Susah dari segi kepakaran, kat sini kena banyak expertise yang indeed in need. Haih.. Tak tahulah, semua orang berbeza kan. 

Okay, tu je. Wish next marathon saya akan okay, 10km first time untuk trail running. Never do that. Chaiyo!! 

Awa part 4

Bila saya lihat budak kecik ini, saya automatically ingat awa. Dia serius gaya macam awa. Mata dia. Hidung dia. Gigi dia. Cara dia. Satu cara yang sama ialah cara dia menangis. I'm tired when watching this drama. Mata saya akan bengkak menangis. Budak kecik ni semua scenes dia ada part menangis. Ni lah budak kecik tu:

Saya plak tu tak boleh tengok orang nangis, mesti nangis sekali gus. Apa yang ada dalam hati saya cuma satu je sekarang ni... Saya rindukan awa sangat2. Saya tak nak nangis lagi. Saya kena kuat. Saya tahu awa ada kat sana. 

Dan ni plak adik kesayangan saya:

Ya allah, hilangkan rindu yang kuat ini. Berikan kekuatan untuk menempuhi rindu ini. :'(  nunitez beautiful :'(

Lebih indah

Pelangi..

Terlihat tika adanya

Titisan hujan begitu resam alam

Perlu ada kepelbagaian

Cabaran dan dugaan

Membuat hidup lebih indah

Di sekelilingmu ada dinding dinding 

Yang menghadangi dan menghalangi

Di sekelilingmu ada laut - laut 

Yang menghampari dan merintangi

Jiwa serta raga

Cinta jiwa cinta

Kau harunginya

Kau harunginya

Umpama 

Purnama jingga

Cantiknya.. di langit senja

Warnanya yang tercipta dari debu zarah udara

Mengajar hidup kita ragam tak menghasil yang indah..

You live your life to the fullest. Don't stop happiness come out from negative energy, heyy, be happy girl :) . Song from siti, im not her fan but i do love all her songs. Lagu ni macam give positive energy. :) 

Singapore part 2

Weekend yang lepas, alfi and me went to singa pura2. Thehehe.. Kiteorang pegi dgn daus and his gf mayo. Car pool. Seronok sbb dah lama tak double date. 

1st tujuan pegi sana sbb alfi ada match dgn rhb singapore kat yishun stadium. Kiteorang stay kat apartment pdrm, akak mayo punya apartment. Because of mayo tak de passport so, i je yang ikut diaorang pegi tengok match at 5pm. 

Tour guide kiteorang kali ni, panjang.. Dia stay kat jb tapi kerja singapore. After match, kiteorang makan kat zam zam restaurant. Makan murtabak singapore. Kira awesome lah jugak. Harga tak berapa nak sure coz kiteorng tak change sin dollar, so panjang bayar dulu pkai duit dia. 

Kira this trip memang tak rase nak jalan singapore sbb before this dah pernah pergi kan.. Nothing much happening at singapore well said. Hehe. Tadaaa... As usual pics show more than words.

Alfi demokkk.

At zam zam restaurant.

With all the gangs. This trip was enjoying when peoples trying to know each other, hugg and kiss each other, laughs and share stories, instead of being pathetic? 

Thethehee.. Lagi best if ada panjang's gf, daus's gf. Tak delah im bored with wifey stories and gossips coz i'm not in their shoes. Okay, nunitez. 

Pathetic part 2

Being happy go lucky is better instead of being pathetic. 

Happy with your surroundings, peoples, things and yes weather. Loser when someone keep updating about sadness, hardness, problematic and nahh.. What the hell are you doing? 

It is pathetic! So lets we just inform our happiness, joy, hugging, and sometimes feel of missing someone special. Haihh..

I really miss awa. Currently i watching "the strange housekeeper" a korean series drama, and a cute little girl in that drama always make me cry. She make me cry becoz she looks like awa. 

She makes my day. If i can whisper to her right now, i want she listen how truly sincere my feelings. Okay, nuniteZ beautiful :) 

* tak tahu malu mention nama orang yang dah dikeji then kata sweet moment, hah?? Pathetic typical :p * 

See.. I'm :p for pathetic person. Be a better one azeren noor ain :) i love u awa.

Pathetic part 1

Being annoying is better instead of being pathetic. 

Loser to tell everyone about their sad stories or being pathetic on their created stories to others. Allah kan ada, yes indeed. But how close your relations with Him? How about your ibadah towards Him? Setakat kata allah kan ada tapi diri tu masih lagi melakukan keburukan, better check our disciplines and practices of islam.

# pandai plagiat others words tapi tak pandai melaksanakan pada diri sendiri.

Awa part 3

Kau manusia,

Kau tak boleh ada semua. 

Kau cuma pinjaman yang akan dipulangkan bila tiba saat sesuai

Kau pergi tanpa kau tahu bila kau pergi

Kau cuma perlu bersyukur. 

* saya rindu awa * :'(