Awa part 2

I think i keep writing about awa.

In this blog, instagram and facebook too, awa will be my topics. 

Seriously saya sayang sangat kat awa,

Sayang saya pada awa susah nak gambarkan. 

Saya sedih sangat sedih

She was leaving on a jet plane

Before this dia kat kluang but still saya rasa dia dekat dengan saya

Bila dia di sana, ya allah.. Saya rasa sangat sunyi. 

I dreams about her. When i woke up, i cried. Sedih.

Saya bagi dia jam tangan as a gift and i want her remember our moments.

I will ever miss you awa. 

Saya cuba untuk tak rindu dengan awa sekuatnya tapi saya lemah. 

Saya rindukan bebelan dia.

Saya rindukan suara dia.

Saya rindukan manja dia.

Saya rindukan nakal dia.

Saya rindukan pelukan dan ciuman dia.

Lepas ni, siapa lagi yang akan cakap, 

"Sayang ain, rindu ain".

Dari budak kecik?

Yang selalu tanya, 

"Ain kat sini bape hari? " 

Yang selalu merungut if saya cuti sekejap je. Yang selalu menghitung hari saya balik jumpa dia.

Kenapa ye saya rasa saya macam ada perasaan seorang ibu pada awa?

Saya rasa saya tak boleh berpisah dengan awa. 

Ya allah, jadikan saya kuat untuk rindu ini. 

:'( 

Awa yang suka hug my pillow or my bear. Dia suka sebab bau wangi. Dia adik manja saya. Nur ilyana najwa. 

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Keep looking into my eyes

I never lie with my words

Feeling me towards you are never change

On the first day we met till this minutes,

You always be my love and my badang.

Hey, i love you. :)

From kaz ishak:

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Orang bodoh update status melulu je kerjanya.  :)

From halaqah:

Sudah sudahlah orang kata. Malu malu lah dengan keaiban diri. Simpan simpanlah kebaikan, simpan simpanlah keburukan. Allah tahu diri kita. Hanya allah tahu rahsia kita. Jangan fikir taubat tu terus diterima, istiqamah. Jangan riak. Jangan ingat kita dah taubat, taubat tu terus diterima, malah perlu rendah diri. :)

Insyaallah. Coming soon :)

Rhb annual grand dinner 2013

Hye!! Last night was held annual dinner for rhb bank. Include for retail banking and islamic banking. So my colleagues and i joined that dinner. Once a year pun kadang2 susah nak dapat, so why not we grab an opportunity. Hey, it's free eating okay, so i want to try a hotel's menu. Hmm.. However it's beyond my expectations. Event grand, but foods only 3 out of 5 stars i can give.

First of all theme for that night is fairytale. For me that theme is easy to dress up, mestilah sebab fairytale. It was like "today was a fairytale, i wore a dress" hah macam taylor swift punya lagu. For sure ramai yang pakai dress konon cinderella, snow white, rapunzel and cleopatra. Tapi i? 

I cuma bought a black chiffon layered dress rm40, vincci pumpshoes rm25, flowery hairscarf rm7, and curly hair rm25. So total under rm100 and i can use all those things in future and my daily basic. I tak rent costume mcm diaorang buat. 

Nak pergi makan je, thehehe.. Padahal takde bajet kau ye? Zaman 'princess of the night' dulu i dah pernah rasa. So dah malas kot nak over dress. Simple and easy to move. Itu pun alfi bising sbb sibuk nak pergi salon. Dia boleh kata ' i lebih suka u yang dulu' what?? 

I cuma temporary curl kot, bukan permanent. Haisshh.. Kelakar. Bila i pakai lipstick red color pun dia kata tak payah pakai. Macam mana i nak kawen nanti? Tak payah make up ke? Nak i simple sangat? Laki ni kadang tak paham. 

Overall i enjoying this dinner. Anuar zain as an artist for that nite. Semua gila nak pergi kat anuar zain include me!! Hehe. So tadaaa.. Pictures say more than words. 

Important thing was i realized here, rhb staff sangat sporting, they enjoying themselves. Work keep it aside and when party, they really make it till drop. Haihh.. Sure like me. I love to be here. :) okay, nunitez beautiful peoples :)

Freaky me

I used to think before i am the weirdest and freaks in this life. However when think twice i know allah will create same character and condition as me. I just wish i will meet them and feel happy to be what we are. I'm unorganized, complicated, messy, clumsy, freaks, angry, bad hearted. 

All aspects of bad attitudes, i'm deserved! Yes. Sometimes i just want to sleep and nothing can wake me up untill i get boring to sleep. Will i? 

Ya allah, i need to rest. My mind, my soul. 

And i know the answer is pray. No need to give me the answer. :(  freaky me. 

* hati kena tulus, hidup baru lurus

Nak jadi patung boleh? Saya tak nak ada perasaan. Saya nak jadi patung. 

Wedding huda

On 16th nov my best friend, huda.. Getting married. Yeayyy!! Alhamdulillah. I'm happy for your happiness huda. Wish this marriage will be eternity till jannah. Amin. So layan jelah pics ni. 

Sangat happy dapat jumpa diaorang sume. 3down, left 3 ongoing. Semoga jodoh kami bertiga sampai cepat. Amin. Kluang high school clan yang dah lama saya tak jumpa, padahal sume dekat2 tapi biasalah masa tak pernah ada. 

I love u all so much. I always remember high school clan. :) tadaa.. I'm so fortune girl. Nunitez. 

Sis convocation

Today i'm on leave sebab kena attend my sis convocation kat uitm shah alam. Alhamdulillah all went well, alfi and i jadi parents my sis masuk dalam dewan. 

Kesian my sis sebab my family semua tak dapat datang. How i wish i can spend time more with her. Insyaallah. I plan nak ajak dia pergi singapore. Uss again maybe? In planning. 

However, i'm so happy for u, ain cuma harap rina akan jadi graduate yang berilmu, matang, dan jangan sia2 kan future. Ilmu dah ada, jadi pemikiran pun kena seiring. We are born to be educate people and dont waste your lifetime with useless things. 

And tadaa.. Pics show more than words :

Saya plak yang excited lebih sebab nak sangat minion tu, dulu masa konvo tak de minion macam tu, so turn rina punya konvo saya bagilah dia. 

Owh one more thing, saya and alfi will join marathon end of december. Yeah, insyaallah kalau jadi, so saya punya azam untuk join 2 marathon atleast this year akan tercapai :) okay, nunitez beautiful peoples.