1st august

Now its time for august! My month. Yeayy

August again, time so fast moving.

I think i just celebrate my 24th lifetime before this

And now it will quarter of century.

How big i am right now.

Haa.. Why i put that picture? It is because i really need a vacation.

Where should i go? Less cost and awesome experiences.

Nah..will think about it later.

I wish everything will be better.

Amin.

P/s: sayang alfi :)

g e l e t i s

Hee.. Bosannya puasa weekend, xtahu nak buat aktiviti apa.

Dah cuba wat yang terbaik untuk bulan ramadhan ini,

Tapi still tak yang terbaik..

Macam mana?

Ada je benda tak kena.

Saya ni ngada2 taw, geletis cam ulat bulu.

Gedik orang kata.

Memang pun, sapa jela yang tahan dengan perangai saya ni?

So my future husband, please ready physical and mental for your gedik wife ni.

Saya akan berubah, insyaallah.

p e r e m p u a n

Perempuan adalah makhluk yang paling istimewa.

Jadi jangan buang waktu dengan hasad dengki.

Jadilah perempuan yang baik tutur kata.

Ya allah, sebagaimana kau cantikkan wajahku, maka cantikkanlah pula budi pekertiku.

Amin.

random thought

Just a thought for everyone.

" pelik kenapa mostly civil servants bila dapat bonus nak bangga2?

Cukuplah sekadar say alhamdulillah.

Tak payah nak cakap perlu shopping, listkan what things to buy,

and so on di facebook, twitter, instagram and whatsoever mediums.

Ingatlah, duit bonus tu datang dari mana sumbernya?

So indirectly orang2 sekeliling akan rasa tak best dengan civil servants.

Alhamdullillah civil servants orang yang paling bertuah di malaysia.

Bersyukurlah anda gomen. :)

Dan saya bersyukur saya bukan civil servants.

Cukuplah apa yang ada pada saya.

Yang penting hidup happy dan diberkati."

P/s: berdasarkan pemerhatian kajian, pembolehubah dimanipulasikan adalah manusia.

Hee..mostly okay not all the civil servants.

fasting day3

Picture shown while waiting for alfi

Hee..today his first day!

Emm..penatnya dah lama tak naik bas kluang ke kl,

Yeayy..finally i'm back to kl.

Bayangkan skrg saya kena tunggu alfi 1 and half hour.

Penatnya..ni tgh duduk kat gintell rest n go,

Dah abez rm5 da tggu alfi.

Lapar plak tu..sgt lapar..even  x puasa, xleh nak makan or minum

Malu lah nak minum td.

So..this is messy me after kena massage dgn gintell

Hee..serabai merbai.

Saya dah start rindu awa,

Hee..td x sempat nak kiz dia sbb kelam kabut taxi dah dtg.

1st time call taxi suh antar, sllunya mesti ayah or liza hantar.

Diaorg semua keje. Haihh..

Bila saya nak puasa ni? Xbestlah orang semua puasa,

Saya je tak..

Hoping this raya will be greatest raya forever.

So long i didnt feel hari raya, after my mum passed away.

Paling tak boleh blah, ayah tanya bila saya nak tunang dgn alfi.

Haihh..terdiam kejap. Tak tahu nak kata ape.

So just said tak ready lagilah. Muda lagi.

Saya dah tua sgt ke? Smpai ayah tanya mcm tu?

Xmahu xmahu.

Ok, dah banyak mengarut. Saya pun dah penat menunggu alfi.

Yeayy!!! Dah call kata otw after his first day work today.

1st ramadhan

Alhamdulillah i'm going back to hometown yang bukan mcm hometown

Sangatlah town.

Hee..but kluang is the best for me

Its giving thousand meanings of life,

So alhamdulillah will celebrate first ramadhan here

With family.

Mahu peluk peluk sama awa!

Haih..sampai bile i will treat her like a child?

She going be a big girl now.

And my target to her, i will buy kebaya for awa.

Sangat sweet okay saya.

Happy fasting you all,

Minta maaf sangat sangat atas perbuatan yang sengaja atau tak sengaja,

Might be this will be last ramadhan?

Perhaps kita saling bermaafan

Eventhough that things were not easy to forget,

But forgetting something is better for letting it go.

Insyaallah, if niat baik, hati baik, perlakuan baik,

Hidup kite diberkati Allah.

Kamu, kamu, kamu dan kamu disana.

Saya minta maaf.

Hee..ok, bai.

P/s; rindu alfi, haih..gediknya.

Title 6

I just love this quote:

Beauty with the brain

So just go with it, be a smart woman and as well as you will love your own way.

P/s: saya tak sabar nak balik kluang, 1st ramadhan with family..syokk!! 

no title today

 it has been a long time didn't jot down here

Hee..emm.. I want rm400 at least.

Haihh..kalaulah saya millionaire.

I want this baju kurung modern from buttonsmybutton

Sangat chantek!! Nak rm400 plz..

:(

K, bai. Till then

45kg

Good news!! Yeayy!!

I had achieved my target

45kg!!

Hee..super duper happy.

Plzz make me healthier

* pic taken while waiting alfi playing football. 

utmost happiness

Utmost happiness when i can see love in his eyes,

Nothing compares with any materials somehow,

I wish i can grow old with someone,

He's loyal, he's my friend, he's partner, he's everything.

He is not my mr perfect, but he's my mr right.

P/s: my dream is when i had retired, i wanna have my own nursery,

I want to be a nanny for many babies!

I loves childrens so much.

nisfu syaaban

Nisfu syabaan datang,

Dimana buku amalan yang baru dibuka,

Meminta maaf kepada sesama insan atas apa yang selama ini

saya buat, secara sengaja atau tidak sengaja.

Semoga kedatangan nisfu syabaan memberi sejuta rasa

nikmat, syukur dan sejahtera.

Amin.

Reminder for myself: jadi insan yang baik.

P/s: saya tak suka dan benci lelaki yang suke like picture perempuan lain dan terhegeh

hegeh, apa tah yang dapat dari perbuatan tu? Can they just mind their own business only?

Better do something have benefits from what they did.

Its much more relief you know?

pipi kembong

Sharing for this wedding picture. Irma hasmie and husband. How lucky she is.

Pipi kembung!! Smooch! Smooch!

Pipi kembung is my style when taking photos.

Arghh..i want have one lomo camera.

Want! Want! Give me one please. Just one only :(

So..tada!!

So comel both of them

Same goes to me!

Hee..perasan lah kau ni..hehe

I'm in a good mood right now, thank you allah.

Thank you alfi, i'm missing you right now.

Please see the moon and stars even we are not at the same place,

But we are sharing the same moon and stars.

U are my wishing star :)

rindu

Saya rindu nur ilyana najwa

Saya rindu alfi shahrin

Saya rindu family saya

Sangat sangat rindu

Te extrano mucho!

Cry, cry, cry.

viva espana

Battle for this morning

Also battle for erin vs alfi

Heee..he's italy, and i'm spain

Viva espana! 

I know the chances to be a champion seem difficult for spain

But i believe spain will be a champion.

If not be a champion, thats okay.

Spain not my country.

I just be a loyal supporter for spain.

Not hardcore okay.

Ahh..so monday blues will be coming, i will fall asleep again at the office.

Hee..just once after two years.

Buene suerte espana!

twinkle twinkle little fireflies

It's july everyone! Alhamdulillah im still breathing in your world.

Start from 2nd july, i'm gonna move to new workplace.

Same organisation, but just move to new building. Yeayy!!

So after this, i can do overtime and gain a lot of money.

Seriously, i didnt have savings right now. So it's time for me to have savings.

Just in case of emergency perhaps?

Last night, alfi and i went to kampung kelip kelip sg kuantan.

Hee..as he promised before. Then last night, he fulfill his promise without early planning,

Around 8 pm we arrived there and at the ticketing counter we found

that the price was quite expensive.

Need 4 per one boat coastly rm50

So we just two persons and equal to rm25 per one person.

Apa boleh buat?

For my high intention to see that fireflies,

We need to pay. Hee..

So, we were just waiting so eager to see how rm50 worthy for fireflies.

Ready for life jacket, boat and mineral water we rode a wooden boat

First thing, it was worthy to ride a boat cost rm15 

and i never ride a boat, it was an experience for me

Second thing is, masyaallah,

How beautiful that fireflies berkelip kelip.

Its like lampu kelip kelip time raya.

Cantik!

So that was rm50 worthy for.

Just one thing, we cant capture situations there because of the fireflies

hard to see it clearly brighting.

Just when a boatman came closer to pokok berembang and he showed

some of the fireflies took it at alfi's hand

and we can see how really fireflies look alike.

Because of kelip kelip habitat living slowly destroy, and based on boatman

said, i felt like depress and really wanted this kelip kelip

will brightly twinkle at this along dark river.

Please kelip kelip, jangan musnah.

Kau sangat cantik.

And here is my experience at kg kelip kelip sg kuantan.

Thank you allah for the great view as you creatured that kelip kelip