Freaky me

I used to think before i am the weirdest and freaks in this life. However when think twice i know allah will create same character and condition as me. I just wish i will meet them and feel happy to be what we are. I'm unorganized, complicated, messy, clumsy, freaks, angry, bad hearted. 

All aspects of bad attitudes, i'm deserved! Yes. Sometimes i just want to sleep and nothing can wake me up untill i get boring to sleep. Will i? 

Ya allah, i need to rest. My mind, my soul. 

And i know the answer is pray. No need to give me the answer. :(  freaky me. 

* hati kena tulus, hidup baru lurus

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