Hard to be.....

Bismillah.

Sometimes i just want to do anything i wanted and craved. 

I didn't want to pretend being kind.

I'm just busy being me.

Crazy and out of mind.

I keep trying to pleasure other peoples.

However my self? 

Please understand who i am.

I'm a human. Not a machine have been setting to be kind to others. 

Okay i miss running. Please make me healthy!