~dreams of him and me~

he now sleeping i think or maybe still with his FB

i just want to steal his storm BB

then he will ended up miserable.

yeahh!!! padan muka

even i got BB, contact chat only had 3 persons.

kelakarlah..papetah..better dont have it

need to share sum1 in my office

seorang akak yang sgt sayangkan saya

sumtime we can't expect sum1 who didn't have

any blood relationship can love sum1 till like that

she said i'm burdened her

sorry, saya tak pernah nak buat begitu

saya sedih n cried okay

lagi pelik..emm..alfi kata xpe.

tajuk entri kat atas xde pape kaitan pun

dreams of him and me

lately selalu mimpi alfi

kenapa tah?dulu ssh kot nak mimpi bf

sekarang mudah je.xpe..dat's mean i can't stop from missing u!

here is "we are more interested in making others

believe we are happy than in trying to be happy ourselves"

-saya nak heppi!-

~sad story beginning 2011~

just past a few days my grandmother

had gone..sangat sedih..

even balik awal still xboleh lihat dia for d last time

i miss u atuk..

after atuk gone then atuk menyusul..

emm..atuk,

i still remember u pull up dat batang keladi

n also bunches of banana

special for ours..

i still remember during hari raya

atuk keep for ours duit raya

rm50 per one person

u never forget 2 give we duit raya

even we're not alwayz visited you..

atuk, do you know dat we keep secret

by really wanted to be nice with you..

and really wanted to call you nenek and atuk..

but we're don't.

after mum passed away, we can't be closed with you..

and almost far.

i love you and miss u so much

only yassin and alfatihah i can give to both of you

as my proof

and for mum..atuk and nenek dah xde..

saya dah semakin jauh with your family, mum..

saya dah terasa saya dah xde relatives, mum..

saya ada niat, untuk kenalkan org yang diciptakan untuk sy

pada nenek, tp tak tercapai..

saya ingat lagi, last raya..saya bagi nenek duit raya,

even tough small amount

but nenek gembira sekali,

nenek sealed me with tight hug n kisses..

saya terasa lagi tubuh nenek.

saya ralat tak dapat jumpe nenek..

please God, place all my loves in the peaceful bed

and then i'll stay together with them.

al fatihah

*also alfatihah to aboy which is before diz someone in my life*

i never thought your words becomes reality

you said "kaki panjang cepat meninggal"

please God, place him in the peaceful bed too..

~4monthlyversaries~

20012011

is our 4months in relationships..

hoping it will be forever lasts

watched movie and then spent over d nite

miss u baby.

u back to hometown without me

huhuk (nanges)

plzzz balik cepat (mata terkelip2)

*sangat ngantuk*

~12012011~

intro: didn't like dat woman.

she deserved woman than gurl.

perempuan paling jahat di dunia dan paling gila di dunia

goes to shorty, black, fatty, 'kening bercantum' woman.

sangat kelakar okay itu perempuan..

she thought she get everything, perfect.

she thought she is woman 'paling dimuliakan allah'

she more sinful

better wears that hijab and be perempuan kampung as usual larh.

do not be hypocrite.

however i wish she will be happy.

(>_<)

*luv alfi shahrin*

~give from Allah~

almost 4 months being with him

susah dan senang bersama..

tapi sumtime he still keeping secrets with me

it's okay..ada juga yg perlu let it secured by ourself

takkan semua nak diberitahu..

today watched he played frenly football at putrajaya

zaman dia dah xde tyme zaman with me

hahaha..poor him..badan da demokk

it's okay sayang..still dgn u okay

saat paling gembira bila bersama dia

dulu ingatkan dia control macho..serious..x suke senyum

tapi bile skrg ni..all changed..dia sangat kelakar

suke senyum..suke puff..suke wat benda selamba

and sumelah..dia wat saya heppi dan ketawa..

at d same time.. dia sweet talker..

dia sangat pandai bermain kata..

tapi pleaseee i x termakan okay

i tetap take precaution first

saya sangat menghargai kurniaan tuhan ini

bukan sekejap dia tunggu saya..

lama..dan saya sangat bersalah..

thanx alfi shahrin sbb alwayz standing beside me

i x mao berjalan blakang u

tapi i nak jalan sebelah u.

i nak ikut u kemana saja u pegi..

so sweet tak?

alfi shahrin

&

azeren noor ain

~2011~

wish list 2011:

~go bandung!!!

~alwayz with Alfi Shahrin

~work hard!

~pray

~demookkan badan :p

~please my hair..grow faster :(

~heppi w/o thinking others

*ada stalker dlm blog ini..ingatkan x glamor...cehh..glamor jugak.sy dah lame x hapdet status dlm fb..rase xperlu kot nak hapdet..adoyaii..menjadi smkin malaz..cume see all frenz hapdet.hepi bile tengok org laen hepi..think +ve..sbb sy dah menjadi smkin matang..xpenah rase salahkan diri atas kesilapan yg lepas dan juga kesusahan sekarang. coz all dat things came from Allah. selagi hidup selagi itu ada masaalah.

Allah will test us coz Allah love us..thankz Allah. sy tahu sy selalu lupekan Mu..saya jahil tapi itulah saya..manusia..haisshh..2010 gone..banyak betul yg berlaku..emm..minta maaf kat sume org yg selama ini sy wat salah.sy x penah kacau hidup org, saya x mahu pun masaalah, tapi sume tu terjadi tanpa dirancang..haishh...sy dah jd mcm org tua sbb dah x gune short form lg..asyk nak type fully..dah matang lorhh..sy cume nak achieve my target in 2011..nak hidup untuk kebahagiaan org lain...

Thankz to Allah sbb kurniakan sy seorang insan yang dari dulu dalam hati saya dan sy ingatkan sy takkan dapat bersama dia dalam hidup saya..banyak sgt rintangan yg saya n dia perlu hadapi sblum dapat bersama...kurniaan dari Allah adalah "Alfi Shahrin".