~sad story beginning 2011~

just past a few days my grandmother

had gone..sangat sedih..

even balik awal still xboleh lihat dia for d last time

i miss u atuk..

after atuk gone then atuk menyusul..

emm..atuk,

i still remember u pull up dat batang keladi

n also bunches of banana

special for ours..

i still remember during hari raya

atuk keep for ours duit raya

rm50 per one person

u never forget 2 give we duit raya

even we're not alwayz visited you..

atuk, do you know dat we keep secret

by really wanted to be nice with you..

and really wanted to call you nenek and atuk..

but we're don't.

after mum passed away, we can't be closed with you..

and almost far.

i love you and miss u so much

only yassin and alfatihah i can give to both of you

as my proof

and for mum..atuk and nenek dah xde..

saya dah semakin jauh with your family, mum..

saya dah terasa saya dah xde relatives, mum..

saya ada niat, untuk kenalkan org yang diciptakan untuk sy

pada nenek, tp tak tercapai..

saya ingat lagi, last raya..saya bagi nenek duit raya,

even tough small amount

but nenek gembira sekali,

nenek sealed me with tight hug n kisses..

saya terasa lagi tubuh nenek.

saya ralat tak dapat jumpe nenek..

please God, place all my loves in the peaceful bed

and then i'll stay together with them.

al fatihah

*also alfatihah to aboy which is before diz someone in my life*

i never thought your words becomes reality

you said "kaki panjang cepat meninggal"

please God, place him in the peaceful bed too..