15th august

15th august,hari raya almost near..but I still there..this year gonna be less than last year, we are not visiting grandma..no hometown. Ya allah,I praying for grandma, grandpa and my beloved mum. I love situation in the village. Greeny. Peaceful. Noisy bird. All that makes me smile and wanted to stay there. Haihh..actually tonite is a nite we miscommunicate with each other. And eventually that become worst. Still in pain. However,I just pray he will be happy with or without me. :) be positive, just let go of him,if he made for me,he will stay with me. Happy fasting guys! I need extra big tummy to fulfill all the foods! Haihh..my little tummy jadikan makanan tu semua jadi makanan tong sampah yang memang tummy tong sampah bigger than me.. Sedih :(