Myself

Tonite i was thinking about my name..during my childhood, its hard to pronounce, write and spell my name. What i know 'ain' is just my name, and the funny thing is, when i spell it in jawi language,i spelt it as 'ain' which is alphabet from huruf2 jawi. Just one alphabet. Hee..sengalnya that time. My teacher spelt it for me and ask me to copy it everytime when i need to spell my name.

And the hard thing is when to introduce myself,mostly when i say my name they will ask again. Is it i say it not properly or that thing weird? Seriously till now i didnt know how to pronounce my name. Azeren or Azreen. If pronounce it as Azeren exactly they will ask again,so i just pronounce as Azreen, simple because that sounds familiar.

I googled my name and it just me for this time in the world. Haha..my father is a smart man! I was born as a one in this world, and never be replaced by others, after 9months struggled in my mum's womb. after that i need choose my own life path either good or bad. One day insyaallah you will get your cahaya, need to be good daughter for your father and mother sake. Huhukk..sedih.





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