birthday girl

This post might be will get uncomfortable feelings from most of peoples,

Euwww..show off nya. Hee..however, this is my blog.

Who cares for that?

On my birthday, alfi was really didnt know how to make a surprise

I can caught that fishy smelly. Hee..he took me at the office.

And first thing i saw was a bouquet of roses.

This is second time he gave me roses.

Yellow and red color means friendship and love.

This two things related each other completely. Emm.. Thank you sayang.

Then i thought i just get this roses only. For me, honestly..owh..i get roses for my besday.

Itu pun dah cukup make me big smile.

Then dia keluarkan one box, cantiknya balut siap dengan ribbon.

Haihh..if still remember what is the things i really wanted on my last post?

I get this!

Nak nangis tapi suka.

Dah kata tak payah, still bagi. Emm..

Plus dengan beg roxy lagi sebagai carry bag utk instax ni.

Macam alfi yang dah lama saya kenal.

Dia seorang yang teratur, kemas, dan nak sempurna.

Thanks sayang, i do not know how to say it eyes to eyes.

Tak harap sebenarnya sebab ada lagi important things need to settle

rather than my birthday but you did it.

After this nak peluk kuat kuat bawak tido benda ni.

Hehehe..nak sangat kan? See it what you will do with this thing.

Thank you all my friends yang wish. Semua doa anda sangat saya hargai. Peluk kuat kuat!

Alhamdulillah, im still here on my 25th lifetime.

For alfi shahrin: i love you so much.

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Wish for myself.

I'm in quarter century.

Be a good woman, sayang.

Wish everything will be fine.

P/s: it is better wish from someone i love the most. Hope my mum will whisper that wish for me. Thank you mum. Sebab hadirkan saya kat dunia ni. Now i need to sleep, time to dreaming of you mum. 30th august 2012. 

i wanna be like alfi shahrin

I wish i will have body like alfi shahrin :)

Hehe..u are my idol. Pasni if i tak abez makan,

U jangan makan makanan i.

Biarlah i makan jugak sampai muntah.

Boleh tak?

U pernah cakap, yang kite kena abezkan makanan tu jugak

Biar rezeki sentiasa masuk sebab tak membazir.

Make sure saya gemokk okay.

Tapi nanti if dah gemuk tak boleh jadi macam bini popeye.

Dush dush! Kena gemuk jugak.

Orang kata if saya gemuk, saya cantik.

Ala..nak cantik,. Hehe.. Apapatah manusia ni.

Allah dah jadikan macam tu, terimalah seadanya.

So saya berbangga ada badan kerempeng macam ni.

Makanlah vitamin and nutrition banyak mana, kurus jugak hasilnya.

Tadaa..

Pics dibawah ketika saya dan alfi ke majlis kawen.

Alfi memang suke pergi majlis kawen

Muka saya nampak bulat, telinga nampak capang?

Nampak kurus :(

Saya nak jadi macam alfi shahrin

Ada lemak banyak banyak. Hehehe.

P/s: this entry for you alfi shahrin. YNWA dear :)

eid mubarak 2012

So long didnt update anything here.

How's your raya?

Me absolutely awesome.

First raya went back to felcra bukit kepong visited my late mum's grave.

As well as went back to pagoh, muar.

Second day of syawal, we went to batu pahat and johor bahru.

My sis house at gelang patah.

Guess what, singgah sekejap di JPO.

Before that just hear it, and tadaa.. we able to go there.

Cuma macam dengar indah khabar dari rupa.

Im johorian beb, so mesti kena pegi.hee.

I just grab one pair of white jeans worth rm40, 

Cheap rite? And one thing i realized is 

Have something imperfect with this jeans.

No wonder it suits well with the price.

Tadaaa..

If someone know me well, i didnt like wears jeans.

Euuww..tak suka, i love into skirts and short pants.

Tapi because of sekarang dah besar, dont be over sexy.

I just love classic jeans based on colors and types.

Blue jeans was so boring.

Haihh,,typical women in jeans mcm iklan levis or guess jeans.

Nak wat camne, kenalah tukar.

So..now its only 5 days left.

K, babai.

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This is a date but we had a fight.

Seem so depress right now.

Crying and crying again,

But he never know anything,

Apa apalah, semua kena hadapi dengan senyuman.

Senyum bila hadapi sesuatu,

Seriously i wanted to cry again.

Just fight to solve it again.

Salam syawal to all muslims.

As usual, eid mubarak we were visiting my late mum.

No make up, no heels just cotton on sandal, no tote bag

for what you wanted to be gorgeous on eid?

Just be simple and moderate.

And you will get eye catching from others.

However it depends on the individuals,

Jangan yang muda dah macam makcik makcik sudah.

P/s: i wanted this day fulfill with something but i know i'm not deserve for it.

1st syawal

It's syawal eventually.

Alhamdulillah. Now on 19th and we celebrating eid mubarak.

Tahun ini all my sis beraya di johor.

Yeahh..so takdelah penat sgt nak prepare all the things.

Balik kluang pun hari khamis malam dan sampai jumaat pagi,

Balik dengan my sis dari kedah.

Mcm biasa bila raya skarang ni, my turn kena pergi pasar.

Tak suka, benci sbb penat ramai orang.

Berebut rebut dengan pakcik makcik.

Tapi kiteorang? Semua pempuan..muda2 plak tu.

Klakar.. Tapi seronok!

So we cam whoring lah disitu.

After bersesak berebut beli ayam. Next destination pergi beli cake!

Then balik rumah terus buat ayam bakar sambil tengok kabhi kushi kabhi gham

Hee.. Tak tgk sampai habis sbb ngantuk, so tido.

Malam after iftar, main bunga api dan mercun.

Layankan nephew and niece yang lima orang ni plus adik 2 orang.

Bayangkan rumah.. Ya allah. Ramainya!

Macam biasa layankan awa yang suke sgt dengan ipad ni.

Dah dengar announcement dari penimpan mohor besar tu,

So kiteorang start tiup ballons sebab nak celebrate besday.

Yeahh!!my besday, nia my niece and also my bro in law.

Happening sangat. Alhamdulillah with this happiness ya allah.

Next plan we decide go to last bazaar for this year.

Macam biasa lah nak beli kuih tunjuk dengan harga murah.

Tapi bazaar kluang paling sesak, dan sangat sesak.

However that the most thing i ever love it.

So malam ini, rasa sayu sangat mendalam.

Saya rindukan arwah mak.

Dengar takbir, mula air keluar laju je dari mata.

Mak, saya rindukan mak. Alfatihah dan yassin jelah pegganti rindu ini.

Even saya tak ada picture mak, tapi wajah mak tak pernah saya lupa.

Saya sentiasa ingat, mak selalu cakap saya cantik!

Jadi bila cantik, hati kena cantik.

Insyallah. Saya akan cuba. 

Di syawal ini, saya dengan rendah diri dan ikhlas untuk meminta maaf

Maaf kepada semua insan yang saya sakitkan.

Okay, nitez all.

P/s: saya rindu alfi. Saya harap dia pun bahagia sama macam apa saya rasa sekarang.

12august

Words of wisdom for this morning.

Selagi kita rasa kita nak berubah, nekad dalam hati.

Jadi allah akan dampingkan kita dengan orang yang baik.

Kata kata for me. Emm..

Semalam iftar with alfi. Yeayy..dia dapatkan saya mr crab

Dua lagi! Pity him sebab terpaksa pergi one to one restaurant

area bangi. Tanya ada mr crab or tak.

Mostly tak ada, and lastly kat village view ada.

Alhamdulillah, sahur pun dapat makan mr crab lagi.

Sebab tak habis makan mr crab tadi, so take away lah.

Yeayy!! Saya happy, my tummy pun happy.

Okay, my cravingness fulfilled already.

Thank you. 

11th august

Maybe i'm too old fashioned. Absolutely!

Emm.. I want this one.

Any color pun okay, tapi kalau boleh nak white color.

Ehh..demanding lagi? Sume nak white, ipad, iphone, bb, baju, kasut, ape lagi?

I'm white color obsession and white lover.

Reasonable price actually however i didnt want use my own money.

Ngada ngadanya.

I want feel like before when we use kodak to portrait pictures,

Must capture nicely if not, waste of kodak.

Haihh..nak amek pics pun kena kira berapa dah guna.

Siap cop nak amek gambar.

But i miss that moments. 

:') 

P/s: still wanted that mr crab.

10august

Seriously i never post anything regarding my job, my work or my another half of my life. Because of i didnt want to show off what is it really happening to my real life.

Enough if only me know what a reality of my life.

So.. Here tadaa.. My workspace as a worker.

Ada gula gula fox kan? Ishh..saya craving sgt gula gula tu,

Dah tak boleh nak makan da sebab puasa. So tengok jela.

Hehe.. But i took one and bring it back.

Pas breakfasting terus makan.

Hee..craving yg mcm apa2 tah.

One more i'm craving into mr crab! Emm..nak sgt makan mr crab.

Nak cari mana? I never know how to cook mr crab.

If google, tp takut mr crab tak sedap macam yang saya nak.

What a waste. Alhamdulillah, preparations for eid this year

already complete even it just moderate. So 7 likur semakin dekat, 

wish everything will be smooth.

Saya doakan ayah alfi sembuh cepat. Amin. 

8th august

 

Safe and sound by taylor swift ft the civil war.

This song for you alfi.

Heart you.

Wish will be safe and sound.

Everything will be clear soon.

Me heart you :')