awal muharam

its turn to new year, end of old book and start new one.

what i wish is i'll be turn to woman not girl anymore.

please wake up dear, u already 24th. and yet will be 25th.

my face is look 20th, please get for old one.??

hoping my career will growth faster and stable.

it's sick by think for the future but we need to.

want to share something, it's sad..

sad when sum1 praise and be kind with your bf's ex.

especially when she or he is best friend, siblings and so on

not jealous but the feeling was strange!!

realize that a bf's ex was 3 years with him and they were too close

and why when all ended between them, he or she must ended too?

no..just be yourself erin.

i never be hypocrite..outside is also inner for you

you are not "don't judge the book by it's cover"

when outside its your appearance same goes with inner.

tak reti nak bermuka-muka.

stop with that,

currently everything seems fine.

but i miss old timer.

miss all the memory with everyone.

i miss this place, sleep under the sky

seeing stars and the noisy waterfall

i just want a peaceful bed :')

p/s: i love alfi shahrin

a man

I not searching a man who is perfect,
What I'm searching is a man who can listen my heart,
touch my heart, and take care of my heart,
I need a man who can cry when I'm crying,
Who can laugh when I'm joking,
Who can smile when I'm angry.
I need a man..
:'(

sabah vacation

1st day: around k.kinabalu town
:dinner with nonong
:sleep tite

2nd day: went to ranau, hotspring poring
: canopy walk 175m! So scary
: kinabalu park,yeayy mount kinabalu
: sleep tite

3rd day: went to Sapi island and Manukan island
Sangat cantik. Snorkel!
:sunburn already
: wait 20th sept. Alfi's besday n anniversary

4th day: search for souvenirs! Penat sgt
: went to nonong's house
:bye2 sabah :'(

counting days already here baby!

September. Alfi shahrin. Love. Sabah.

Hope everything goes well :)

Adidas purple watch. Love it

Guess brown watch. Hope u like it

Thanx 4 all the happiness

duit raya rm250

This entry tribute to my lovely,alfi shahrin,
Yes..he gave me duit raya!!! Yeayy..
Thanx! And he want me spend that amount for my shopping!
So long didn't get chances for shop
Really,since I get my salary,I spend 4 d holiday.
And now,he always know what I wanted so much.

Maybe this birthday it was not so cherish compare last year
No dinner! No cakes! No flowers!
But I get something is valuable than that,
One box full of love inside there.
2 cards,1 lovely frame, and new baby born.
I named yiyi.

It's not the presents what we want,
Or the material we count,
But the true love I'm searching for.
That duit raya I got from you,
We already spent it with smart shopping!
Finally, I got new blouse for new job.
Thanx sayang.

Love u so much.

1st syawal equal to 30th august

Salam,heppi eid mubarak..
So far I'm not realised that now I'm 24th
Thanx allah,cause give me a chance to breathe again
Some more on 1st syawal..syukur ya allah,
On 24th,
I promise to be a good person,add more values in myself
Be understanding person,and throw all the negative thinking

And what more important,
After raya,I have to explore new challenge
New workplace which is I already choose.
Insya allah,I can cope with that
Please ya allah,give some strength
To face all this things,

As usual,on my day,I thanks to my late mum,
Without u,I will not be here as per name azeren noor ain
Even we are not see each other.
Thanks mum..love you so much till the end of my life

hepi eid mubarak peeps!!
Sorry for the things I have done
Direct or indirectly,
I'm an ordinary person who always do mistakes.

To my love alfi shahrin,
Thanx,I love you more and more.
I'm truly sorry.

terima kasih

Pagi hari berselimut detik detik hujan
Sejuk dan nyaman
Sunyi sepi dari hiruk pikuk kesibukan
Pagi ramadhan yang sangat menenangkan
Semoga hati ini seperti keadaan ini
Tak pernah cuba untuk berdendam
Tak pernah cuba untuk kemarahan
Ya allah, berikan aku ketenangan
Untuk menempuh hari
Jangan pernah cuba untuk mengalah.
Terima kasih ya allah.

15th august

15th august,hari raya almost near..but I still there..this year gonna be less than last year, we are not visiting grandma..no hometown. Ya allah,I praying for grandma, grandpa and my beloved mum. I love situation in the village. Greeny. Peaceful. Noisy bird. All that makes me smile and wanted to stay there. Haihh..actually tonite is a nite we miscommunicate with each other. And eventually that become worst. Still in pain. However,I just pray he will be happy with or without me. :) be positive, just let go of him,if he made for me,he will stay with me. Happy fasting guys! I need extra big tummy to fulfill all the foods! Haihh..my little tummy jadikan makanan tu semua jadi makanan tong sampah yang memang tummy tong sampah bigger than me.. Sedih :(

3rd august

Alhamdulillah,thank you Allah,for all the happiness you bring to me. Everything seem complex however it goes well. I'm crying for the happiness you give me and also all the sadness you throw towards me. I realised that, everything happened will get the returns, whether it is good or not. On 3rd,in this bless month,I want to pray for all peoples,please remember Allah, cause you're not alone, Allah there as your guide. Never give up to walk and face all the retains. Now,my month already come,august..where I love it so much. And much grateful 1st ramadhan is my birthday. Ya Allah,kau permudahkan rezeki aku tanpa menyekatnya,walaupun beribu halangan,hamba mu ini akan tabah melalui segala rintangan.I miss awa damn much, miss my family so much. I need to meet them now,to hug them tightly, and same goes to late mom,I miss your face,your smile,your cooks,your hug,and your lovely heart. Really,I miss all that.

l.o.v.e

i'm patiently wait for this september

gonna be sweet, love and happy day for us!

i love you alfi!

pray 4 our relations

~burberry n guess~

now it's turn of burberry and guess.

i didn't want it.

never wanted to get that thing

body shop is averaged for me

and vincci is appropriate

a million thanx to alfi

just want to let you know

im happy with you all day

u banyak bersabar dgn i

i minta maaf sayang

when it times watching the movie

i love to see your face in the darkness

coz only you know the answer

i l o v e y o u s a y a n g !

*pray 4 our happiness*

~26th February~

My eyes swollen..nothing to do with that
Knp?saya sgt sedih..sy menangis spnjang mlm,
Sehingga skit prut,bdan lemah,sy mimpi bkn2,
Ini antara hari yang paling sy ingat,
Sy sygkn org itu,dan sy x sangka,
Semua tu terjadi..fikiran kosonG,
Sy xtahu nk wat aPa..
Sy nk tido lg,tp diri sy x mahu,
Sy pksa je diri tido..
I'm realized now..
I can't get love from anyone,
Complicated sgt diri ini,
Sy janji pada diri sendiri,sy x mahu apa2,
Sy independant girl..superwoman..
Sy da biasa tnpa sesiapa disisi sy,
sy tak mahu pikir ape2,sy kosong skrg.
Sy harap Allah takkan bg sy cinta lagi pd sesiapa pun
Pada makhluk Allah..coz it hurt.

i luv diz pics

xtaw nape..

p/s alfi shahrin, u nampak rakus!

u xpenah rakus kot sbb u lembut.

mcm pempuan!

p/s/s sangat rndu kamu

p/s/s/s x sabar nak tggu ayu tggl bersama

really excited!

~roses & choclate~

Hye! Roses n choclate..on 1st Feb.my man gave me roses!
For d 1st time..so sweet! Just posted on my wall to pamper me
And he did it! Alfi so sweet! I love the way he acts and he be
Himself.. Thanx sayang,i can't stop from loving you.

~dreams of him and me~

he now sleeping i think or maybe still with his FB

i just want to steal his storm BB

then he will ended up miserable.

yeahh!!! padan muka

even i got BB, contact chat only had 3 persons.

kelakarlah..papetah..better dont have it

need to share sum1 in my office

seorang akak yang sgt sayangkan saya

sumtime we can't expect sum1 who didn't have

any blood relationship can love sum1 till like that

she said i'm burdened her

sorry, saya tak pernah nak buat begitu

saya sedih n cried okay

lagi pelik..emm..alfi kata xpe.

tajuk entri kat atas xde pape kaitan pun

dreams of him and me

lately selalu mimpi alfi

kenapa tah?dulu ssh kot nak mimpi bf

sekarang mudah je.xpe..dat's mean i can't stop from missing u!

here is "we are more interested in making others

believe we are happy than in trying to be happy ourselves"

-saya nak heppi!-

~sad story beginning 2011~

just past a few days my grandmother

had gone..sangat sedih..

even balik awal still xboleh lihat dia for d last time

i miss u atuk..

after atuk gone then atuk menyusul..

emm..atuk,

i still remember u pull up dat batang keladi

n also bunches of banana

special for ours..

i still remember during hari raya

atuk keep for ours duit raya

rm50 per one person

u never forget 2 give we duit raya

even we're not alwayz visited you..

atuk, do you know dat we keep secret

by really wanted to be nice with you..

and really wanted to call you nenek and atuk..

but we're don't.

after mum passed away, we can't be closed with you..

and almost far.

i love you and miss u so much

only yassin and alfatihah i can give to both of you

as my proof

and for mum..atuk and nenek dah xde..

saya dah semakin jauh with your family, mum..

saya dah terasa saya dah xde relatives, mum..

saya ada niat, untuk kenalkan org yang diciptakan untuk sy

pada nenek, tp tak tercapai..

saya ingat lagi, last raya..saya bagi nenek duit raya,

even tough small amount

but nenek gembira sekali,

nenek sealed me with tight hug n kisses..

saya terasa lagi tubuh nenek.

saya ralat tak dapat jumpe nenek..

please God, place all my loves in the peaceful bed

and then i'll stay together with them.

al fatihah

*also alfatihah to aboy which is before diz someone in my life*

i never thought your words becomes reality

you said "kaki panjang cepat meninggal"

please God, place him in the peaceful bed too..

~4monthlyversaries~

20012011

is our 4months in relationships..

hoping it will be forever lasts

watched movie and then spent over d nite

miss u baby.

u back to hometown without me

huhuk (nanges)

plzzz balik cepat (mata terkelip2)

*sangat ngantuk*

~12012011~

intro: didn't like dat woman.

she deserved woman than gurl.

perempuan paling jahat di dunia dan paling gila di dunia

goes to shorty, black, fatty, 'kening bercantum' woman.

sangat kelakar okay itu perempuan..

she thought she get everything, perfect.

she thought she is woman 'paling dimuliakan allah'

she more sinful

better wears that hijab and be perempuan kampung as usual larh.

do not be hypocrite.

however i wish she will be happy.

(>_<)

*luv alfi shahrin*

~give from Allah~

almost 4 months being with him

susah dan senang bersama..

tapi sumtime he still keeping secrets with me

it's okay..ada juga yg perlu let it secured by ourself

takkan semua nak diberitahu..

today watched he played frenly football at putrajaya

zaman dia dah xde tyme zaman with me

hahaha..poor him..badan da demokk

it's okay sayang..still dgn u okay

saat paling gembira bila bersama dia

dulu ingatkan dia control macho..serious..x suke senyum

tapi bile skrg ni..all changed..dia sangat kelakar

suke senyum..suke puff..suke wat benda selamba

and sumelah..dia wat saya heppi dan ketawa..

at d same time.. dia sweet talker..

dia sangat pandai bermain kata..

tapi pleaseee i x termakan okay

i tetap take precaution first

saya sangat menghargai kurniaan tuhan ini

bukan sekejap dia tunggu saya..

lama..dan saya sangat bersalah..

thanx alfi shahrin sbb alwayz standing beside me

i x mao berjalan blakang u

tapi i nak jalan sebelah u.

i nak ikut u kemana saja u pegi..

so sweet tak?

alfi shahrin

&

azeren noor ain

~2011~

wish list 2011:

~go bandung!!!

~alwayz with Alfi Shahrin

~work hard!

~pray

~demookkan badan :p

~please my hair..grow faster :(

~heppi w/o thinking others

*ada stalker dlm blog ini..ingatkan x glamor...cehh..glamor jugak.sy dah lame x hapdet status dlm fb..rase xperlu kot nak hapdet..adoyaii..menjadi smkin malaz..cume see all frenz hapdet.hepi bile tengok org laen hepi..think +ve..sbb sy dah menjadi smkin matang..xpenah rase salahkan diri atas kesilapan yg lepas dan juga kesusahan sekarang. coz all dat things came from Allah. selagi hidup selagi itu ada masaalah.

Allah will test us coz Allah love us..thankz Allah. sy tahu sy selalu lupekan Mu..saya jahil tapi itulah saya..manusia..haisshh..2010 gone..banyak betul yg berlaku..emm..minta maaf kat sume org yg selama ini sy wat salah.sy x penah kacau hidup org, saya x mahu pun masaalah, tapi sume tu terjadi tanpa dirancang..haishh...sy dah jd mcm org tua sbb dah x gune short form lg..asyk nak type fully..dah matang lorhh..sy cume nak achieve my target in 2011..nak hidup untuk kebahagiaan org lain...

Thankz to Allah sbb kurniakan sy seorang insan yang dari dulu dalam hati saya dan sy ingatkan sy takkan dapat bersama dia dalam hidup saya..banyak sgt rintangan yg saya n dia perlu hadapi sblum dapat bersama...kurniaan dari Allah adalah "Alfi Shahrin".