Determination 2013

Okay..I finished my list down of determination on 2013. Slighty changed from 2012. Weewee. Even last night I got something break down my feeling despite from that I need to stand still as move on for a life. Tsskk tsskk

Wish today 31122012 will be end happily and hye welcome 2013. Muah muah. I'm proud to be myself yang sangat kuat. I lost my beloved mum when I was seven..still child. Need a love from a mum. Masih perlu sangat and I can't even dapat rase ape tu sebenarnya erti ibu dalam kehidupan.

I raised by my sisters..dan saya tak tahu macam mana hidup tanpa ibu. Sangat jealous bila orang lain pergi sekolah ibu hantar and jemput. Bawa bekal pergi sekolah ibu masak. Ibu prepare baju and siapkan semua benda. Tapi saya tak..saya independent sangat..semua buat sendiri.

Tapi seven years rasa dah besar jugak..I'm sympathize with my younger sis..she in 4 years old when lost mt mu. Lagi independent. Saya sangat tabik springg dengan adik saya.

Now saya seriously rindu nak makan masakan dia..rindu nak tido sebelah dia sambil hug me tight. Rindu nak dia sikatkan rambut saya lagi. Rindu nak dia kata saya cantik. Ala...sangat rindu. Tskk tskkk. :(

Dahlah tak nak sedih. Happy day peoples :)

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